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HI , OK LOTS TO SAY .. HADNT WRITTEN BECAUSE I GOT REAR ENDED AND WAS WITH A NECK BRACE FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS BUT I AM OK THANK GOD I WAS SCARED FOR MY BAND MOST THAN ANYTHING BUT I AM FINE THANK GOD . WELL THAT BESIDES THE POINT . REMEMBER I WAS TO TELL YOU THAT I WAS MAYBE COMING OUT ON TV WELL I AM NOT LOL BUT LET ME TELL YOU ANYWAY.. I ONLY HAVE ONE BROTHER AND (BEV HE IS SINGLE LOL) HE LOST HIS DAUGHTER 9 YEARS AGO HIS ONLY DAUGHTER HE IS ACTUALLY DIVORCED VANESSA AS ALMOST 3 WHEN SHE PAST AWAY MY ANGEL ANYWAYS MY BROTHER HAS ALWAYS WANTED TO TATOO HER FACE SO I DONT KNOW IF YOU HAVE EVER SEEN THE SHOW MIAMI INK . WELL I TOLD HIM LAST OCT THAT HE SHOULD RIGHT THE SHOW AND ASK WERE HE CAN GO DIDNT MATTER IS HE NEEDED TO PAY OFF POCKET SO HE DID AND HE GOT A RESPONSE THAT KAT WISH IS THE GIRL THAT MAKES THE BLACK AND WHITE TATOOS HAD LOTS OF WORK SO TO MAKE A LONG STORY SHORT THE GIRL KAT GOT KICK OUT OF THE SHOW AND NOW IS STARTING HER OWN SHOW HERE IN LOS ANGELES WELL MY BROTHER GOT CALLED TO TELL HIS STORY AND YESTERDAY WE WENT TO HOLLYWOOD FOR HIM TO GET HIS TATOO BY KAT ITS SO OWSOME CANT SHOW PICTURES SORRY BUT A SOON I GET THE DATE THAT WILL AIR I WOULD LOVE TO SHARE MY STORY OR MORE LIKE MY BROTHER STORY ABOUT VANESSA AND YOU CAN MAYBE SEE ME IN PICTURES LOL . SO THAT WHY I THOUGHT I WOULD COME OUT BUT I WAS TOLD ONLY HIM SAID LOL GOOD CAUSE TV MAKES YOU LOOK CHUBBIER LOL .. SO THAT MY STORY YAY SO HAPPY ON THIS EVENT. WELL BACK TO THE WEIGHTLOSS HAVNT LOST ANY KEEP GOING UP AND DOWN I AM ON MY PMS MOOD SO MAYBE THAT IT . HOPEFULLY SOON HAVE 1 1/2 MONTH TO GO BACK TO CHICAGO AND LOOK GOOD SO I NEED TO HAVE THAT SCALE TO START DOING SOMETHING LOL OR MORE LIKE I NEED TO START DOING SOMETHING ELSE WELL GIRLS LOVE YA ALL YOU ARE ALL DOING A GREAT JOB AND I AM SO PROUD OF ALL OF YOU !!!!! TAKE CARE AND ENJOY YOUR FRIDAY EVEN IF IT WAS A SHORT WEEK FOR ME BECAUSE I DIDNT GO TO WORK FOR 2 DAYS WELL I NEED MY WEEKEND LOL LOVE YA CLAU:whoo:

LONG TIME NO WRITE LOL OR READ LOL OK .. SO I WAS OUT FOR SOME DAYS READ BUT NOT LOGED IN AT ALL TO WRITE WHAT I WAS UP TO . I HAD A BIRDAY PARTY FOR MOM LAST SAT AND WOW IT WAS SO SO KOOL SHE TURNED 68 . AND I PARTIED LIKE I HASNT IN SUCH A LONG TIME MY HOLE FAMILY WAS HERE AT MY HOME SO YOU COULD JUST IMAGINE EVERYONES COMMENTS . i DIDNT CARE I ATE EVERYTHING CAKE , CHIPS LOL NOT .. BUT WHAT I DID DO WAS DRINK AND OMG DID I DRINK . I TOOK ABOUT 8 TEQUILA SHOTS YES TEQUILA AND I WAS JUST FINE ACTUALLY LOT 2 POUNDS LOL ANYWAYS ON I HAD A GREAT TIME . LOTS OF NICE COMMENTS AND TO TRULY SAY I LOOKED WOW NO WORDS I ACTUALLY COULD LOOK IN THE MIROR AND SAY IS THIS ME I ACTUALLY LIKED MY SELF AND THAT HASNT HAPPEN IN A LONG TIME . AFTER THAT STORY I HAVNT LOST WEIGHT AND I HAVE BEEN EATING LOTS OF THINGS I SHOULDNT I DONT FEEL LIKE I HAVE FAILED AT ALL BUT I KNOW I NEED TO GET BACK IN TRACK .I AM ALMOST TO MY FIRST GOAL BUT I NEED TO ACCOMPLISH IT AND ITS TAKING MORE TIME THEN I WANTED TO AND THAT MY OWN FAULT. ALL OF YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS AND I THANK GOD EVERYNIGHT YOU PUT YOU IN MY NEW LIFE I LEARN A LOT FROM ALL OF YOU AND I LOVE ALL OF YOU LIKE THE SISTER I HAVE NEVER HAD. WELL I WRITE SOON AND KEEP YOU UP TO DATE NOW I NEED TO GET SOME SLEEP. OH AND I MAY BE ON TV SOON I TELL YOU WHY LATER BYE MUA@@@ HAVE A GREAT MONDAY!! CLAU

booo - thank you and hope to know your doing better . bev- you only live once so go for it. nat- great for you hopefully i will join you well girls have a great weekend clau

WOW . HOPE YOU ARE ALL NOT SNACKING ON THINGS YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSE TO BE EATING LOL NAT- WHAT FLAVOR OR THE Isopure WATERS DID YOU GET ? ANY SUGGESTIONS . THANK YOU FOR THE COMMPLEMENTS I DECIDED TO TAKE MY PIC AND POSTED SO EVERYONE CAN SEE MY UGULY FACE LOL MMMMMMMH MAY BE THAT WHAT KEEPING EVERYONE SO SSSHHHHHHH.COM LOL WELL GIRLS WERE EVER YOU AT HOPE YOUR DOING FINE . BOO - ANY UPDATES ON THE BOOK . AND IT WAS NICE TO READ YOU KEEP IN TOUCH . CLAU:clap2:

HOLA , CHECKING IN MY FILL IS TIGHT THERE ARE GOOD DAYS AND BAD DAYS BUT I AM DOING OK . I GUESS I AM NOT USE TO BEING SO TIGHT BUT IN A CERTAIN WAY I AM ENJOY IT . OK SO LET ME TELL YOU WHAT HAS HAPPEN LONG TIME AGO ABOUT 5 YEARS I USE TO GO INTO CHAT ROOMS A LOT I MADE GOOD FRIENDS WELL THERE IS THIS GUY THAT I KNOW SINCE THEN AND WE HAVE ALAYS KEPT IN TOUCH WELL HE SAW MY PICTURE AND HE WAS LIKE MY GOD CLAU YOU LOOK SO DIFFENT DID YOU LOOSE WEIGHT AND I SAID YES AND EXPLAIN HOW AND SO ON . WELL TO MAKE A LONG STORY SHORT TO HIM I WAS HIS BEST FRIEND AND FROM ONE DAY TO ANOTHER HE WANTS TO COME AND SEE ME AND HAVE A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP WITH ME I AM LIKE OMG . ITS CRAZY BUT I AM ENJOING IT TO BE HONEST. NUMBER 2 LOL I FIT INTO A SIZE 8 WOW VERY HAPPY AND PROUD OF MY SELF BUT OVIOUSY DONT LIKE WHAT THE SCALE READS LOL BUT I AM HAPPY I WENT TO A FAMILY PARTY AND LIKE ALWAYS I GOT CRETIZED AND TOLD I WOULD GAIN THE WEIGHT BACK IT MAKES ME LAUGH NOW . I AM HAPPYING A MEXICAN NIGHT BIRTHDYA PARTY FOR MY MOM JUNE 23 SO THAT MEANS THAT THE REST OF THE FAMILY WILL SE ME AND ASK QUESTIONS .I WILL NOT TELL THEM AND HEY O WELL THEY NEED TO MIND THERE OWN BUSNESS LOL OK SO I SAID ENOFF LOL HOPE YOU ARE ALL DOING GOOD .. OH YES THEY TOLD ME AT MY DOCTOR ABOUT THIS PROTEIN SHAKE CALLED ISOPURE ITS 50 GM OF PROTEIN AND THAT WHAT LOST OF THE GASTRIC BP PACIENTS ARE RECOMENDEND TO DRINK AFTER SURGERY . SO I WIL LOOK INTO IT AND IF ANYONE HAS INFO PLS ADIVCE IF ITS GOOD OR WHATEVER PLS. BEV NAT AND VA - KEEP DOING A AWSOME JOB THE WEIGHT WILL COME OFF SOONER OR LATER ITS UP TO TIME AND OUR SELF TO MAKE IT HAPPEN AND WE ARE DOING IT . LOVE YOU GIRLS CLAU:clap2:

hol just checkin in my fill is filled alreight lol have trouble with liquids sometimes and wow if i eat solid my god i have been pb lot latly it sucks but will not get an unfill i guess i start doing liquids for another 10 days and see how it goes the scale stoped moving so hopefully it will start again because it need to lol . well girls hope you had a ret weekend . bev -my god you look good together and you look aswsome

hi hope you will all have a great weekend. i am sitting here on my bed deciding if i should go to a family function lol i am so tired of being cretized and asking what are you doing lol but i guess I have to go the only thing is that is the rest of the family that has not seen me since before surgery and God really i hate the remarks . sorry just venting lol well girls i tell you later pls take care your my reall family love ya clau:clap2:

sorry i havnt been on line is just that my friend mom had a stroke and she is in credical condition so pls say a prayer for her she will have surgery this weekend. ok so lets see my fill is good mega restriction i have never felt this that i can not drink so much liquids so i need to take my space and drink throught the day its kool yay i am on liquids for 10 days and on soft food for 10 days . nat- dont be hard on your self pls your doing awsome. and just to let you know i live in the US i just want to move to chicago and they said that hopefully mid summer the position will open so pls pray for my dream to come true . I live in San diego Califronia and have lived all my life . So if any of you decide to come to Cali your welcome to stay with me va- your a hot mama anyways dont think negative i know there are some days but we are all doing good. bk - i tried herbalife long time ago and i hated there shakes i am glad they are working out for you bev- men are stupid and good luck with this new adventure i went out on sunday with this guy and the only thing he wanted was butty call and of course i laughed at him and so oviously he hasnt call anymore oh wel his loss not mine. he took me to go see shrek 3 how romantic lol jaaja well girls hope you have a beautiful weekend if for some reason i am not back on line . pls take care of your selfs and drink a lot of water .. i know i have to lol and will. love you all claudia:clap2:

HOPE YOU ARE ALL DOING GOOD i HAD MY 3RD FILL TODAY HOPEFULLY WILL DO SOME WORK DIDNT LOOSE WEIGHT BUT THE DOCTOR ACTUALLY SAID THAT I LOOKED SMALLER I GUESS IT WAS A COMPLIMENT THAT I NEEDED BECAUSE I LOOK AT MY SELF IN THE MIRROR AND LOOK BIGGER BUT WHAT EVER WORKS SO MY GOAL FOR THIS MONTH IS 20 POUNDS HOW DONT KNOW LOL BU TI NEED MY BUTTY TO GET IN SHAPE. I AM ON LIQUIDS FOR 10 DAYS AND THATS GOOD TODAY I ONLY DRANK A COUPLE OF SIPS OF GATORADE AND WATER AND FELT MMH STUFFED SO HOPEFULLY I WILL DROP SOME POUNDS . i AM ALSO WORRIES ABOUT STRETCHING MY POUTCH SO IF YOU GET INFO OR ANYONE DOES PLS ADVISE DOCTOR DIDNT TELL ME ANYTHING BUT IS SOMETHING THAT IS IN MY MIND ALL THE TIME . OK WELL HAVE A GREAT SUNDAY AND PLS TAKE CARE CAUSE I CARE BEV = DONT WORK SO HARD

You Can See My Picture Of My Face Lol In My Profile I Just Learning So I Can Post My Other Pictures :eek:

You Look Awsome Your Doing A Great Job Its Ok .. I Am Big On The Top And Little By Little It Will Go All Away. We Need To Think Positive We Are On A Journey :eek: Smile Pls Ok Ladies Have Any One You Seen The Dvd Of The Secret ? Or Have Read The Book The Law Of Attraction . If You Havnt I Think You Will Like It And With Our Journey To Be Better It Will Help Us . Oviously Just My Opinion :mad:

feliz dia de las madres !! (happy mothers day) lol bilingual i am lol bev - dont worry the main point is that your loosing weight and that the main part is to make your self happy not others . my brother always gives me a hard time and latley its been worse then ever but then he said you know gorda ( means fatty ) your doing a good job even if your ass less now . wow what a complement but dont take it to the heart the main person that need to be loved by you is you and we love you as well. good things will come girl just think positive remember positive brings positives and smile because your an aswsome beautiful person inside and out. and getting better by the minute:) girls dont have much to say i start my workout tomarrow with my new buddy since she got her surgery well i have a budy to work out with .so i be in touch soon . take care and hope you all had a great mothers day we have all been moms in our life times even if it was our dolls lol muaaa@@@@@@@ love you all clau!:clap2:

BEV --- WAY TO GO SEE YOU ARE RIGHT WITH ME I ACTUALLY DO HAVE TWO PARE OF PANTS THAT ARE 8 BUT I CANT BELIVE IT I THINK ITS ONLY BECAUSE HEY ARE STREATCHY JEANS BUT I AM SO PROUD OF YOU WAY TO GO YAY!! I WAS TO GO WALKING BUT NOPE I WENT TO A BDAY PARTY INSTEAD AND MY COUSINS ALMOST ATE MY ALIVE TRYING TO FIND OUT WHAT I WAS DOING FOR WEIGHLOSS BUT I GUESS THEY WILL ALWYAS WONDER LOL ITS NICE FOR PEOPLE TO NOTICE YAY!! I JUST NEED TO GET BACK IN TRACK AND WALKING . I WILL BE BAUTIZING MY GOD SON AND WANT TO LOOK MEGA GOOD LOL AND THATS IN JUNE 9 THEN I WILL BE GOING BACK TO CHICAGO IN AUG SO I REALLY NEED TO GET STEPPING LOL GIRLS HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND !!! clau

SWEET - HI GLAD TO READ YOU AGAIN DONT WORRY MAIN POINT IS THAT YOU LOST THE WEIGHT AND NOT GAINED IT . BK- I AM STALLED ON THE WEIGHTLOSS HOPEFULLY THIS MONTH WILL BE MY MONTH BUT ITS MY FAULT NO EXCUSSES :cool: HOPE YOUR DOING GOOD. BEV -- YOU OK GIRLY ? NAT- ME OK :fish: STILL KIND OF SAD BUT i AM GOING TO CHICAGO AGAIN IN AUG. YAY!! GIRLS MY GOAL FOR THIS MONTH IS TO EXTERSISE 3 TIMES A WEEK AND WALK 6 MILES ON ON OF THOSE DAYS AND TO LOOSE 13.3 POUNDS MAX. I CAN DO IT ! I CAN DO IT YAY!!! OH REMEMBER THAT I HAD TOLD YOU ALL THAT WE HAVE A NATIONWIDE CONTEST FOR WEIGHTLOSS WELL WE ARE IN 4 TH PLACE FROM 89 BRANCHES AND THEY ASKED ME TO SEND IN MY PICTURES TO HR . I SEND A COPY BUT THEY WANT THE REAL PIC SO THEY CAN POSTED ON THE INTERNAL WEBSITE . SO I AM HAPPY HOPEFULLY SOON I WILL POST THEM HERE . CLAU:clap2:

<p><p>BEV- LOVE YA !!! THINGS WILL COME BACK TO NORMAL . YOU WILL FIND SOMEONE THAT VALUES YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE AND THAT IS AN AWSOME BEAUTIFUL PERSON INSIDE AND OUT. !!!! TAKE CARE JUST THINK OF THE FUTURE AND YOUR SELF NOT ANYONE ELSE . YOU BE OK WE ARE HERE WITH YOU BK- HOPE YOUR DOING GOOD? FOR ALL THE BEAUTIFUL LADYS HOLAAAAAA!! I AGREE APRIL WAS NOT OUR MONTH AND WE NEED TO STICK TO IT AND ACCOMPLISH OUR GOALS ON A MONTHLY BASIS NO SLACKING OFF AND WE HAVE TO BE READY TO GO . ( I NEED TO TAKE DOES WORDS TO THE HEART READ YOU LATER JUST WANTED TO CHECK IN BEEN HAVING LITTLE HEART PROBLEMS LOL YOU ALL KNOW WHY BUT ITS MAY AND NEED TO LOOK FORWARD TO GOING AGAIN TO CHICAGO IN AUG . YAY!! I NEED TO LOOSE 100 POUNDS BY THEN LMAO! JIJIJIJIJ LOL TAKE CARE CAUSE I CARE OK LADIES OH MY BEST FRIEND HAD LAPBAND SURGERY TODAY SO SHE MIGHT JOIN US OR MAYBE NOT BUT I ALWAYS TELL HER ABOUT HOW BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE. SHE MY COMPETITION NOW SO NEED TO GET GOING LOL CLAU

Sorry Dont Want To Burst Your Bubble But You Are Acting Like A B--tch You ( No Disrespect At All ) You Should Be Glad Someone Loves Your Daughter As Much As He Does A Name Change Not Going To Make Any Diffrence Main Point Is He Loves Her Not For Her To Take His Name . If He Makes U And Her Happy What Is The Problem How Many Kids Would Love For There Step Parents To Love Them Just Like They Love Your Daughter Not Considering The Change Of Last Name . My Brother Married Someone With Two Kids And He Never Adopted Them But He Got Divorced About 4 Years Ago Till This Day They Are His Kids Even If He Is Not Married And They Dont Have His Last Name . You Need To Weigh The Last Name Or The Love He Has Proven Your Self And Your Daughter Would Anyone Else Do That ?

<p>lynne, </p> <p>I WENT THRU WHAT YOU ARE GOING THRU WITH YOUR MOM THE ONLY THING IS THAT IT WAS MY GODMOTHER AND TO ME SHE WAS MY SECOND MOM MY ROOMATE MY EVERYTHING MY BEST FRIEND . WHEN THEY TOLD US SHE HAD ONLY 3-6 MONTHS AND SHE WAS GONE IN 1 MONTH 1 WEEK . I TOOK CARE OF HER ON THE WEEKENDS AND EVENINGS AND ITS SOMETHING VERY VERY HARD TO DEAL WITH . FOOD WAS MY PRIORITY BACK THEN I DINT HAVE THE BAND . MY ADVICE TO U ITS TO MAKE A JOURNAL CRY WHEN YOU WANT AND LET IT OUT . FOOD WILL NOT COPE WITH THE PAIN BUT THERE ARE OUT THERE OTHERS THAT UNDERSTAND YOUR PAIN AND WILL HELP YOU GET THRU WITH IT . HAVE COURGE OVER ALL MOM WOULD WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY .</p> <p> </p> <p>IF YOU NEED ANYTHING LET ME KNOW . I WENT INTO A LOT OF CHATS AND THAT HELP ME A LOT FOUND SOMEONE THAT WAS GOING THRU THE SAME THING AND SHE WAS WAY OLDER THAN ME AND GAVE ME LOTS OF ADVICE. IN THAT FACTOR I GAINED 25 POUNDS IN THREE MONTH I HAD MY SIATICAL NERVE PINCHED AND DEPRETION TO THE MAX . I COULD BE HONEST THAT WAS ALMOST 3 YEARS AGO AND I DINT GET OVER IT WILL NEVER BUT DEALTE WITH IT UNTIL LAST YEAR.</p> <p> </p> <p>BEST LUCK TO YOU AND MY HEART AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU AND YOUR LOVE ONES YOUR NOT ALONE AND DONT LET FOOD BE YOU RIGHT HAND LET GOD BE YOUR RIGHT HAND AND OTHERS THAT CARE FOR YOUR HEALTH . </p> <p> </p> <p> </p> <p>CLAU<img src="http://www.LapBandTalk.com/images/smilies/clap2.gif" border="0" alt="" title="Clap2" smilieid="217" class="inlineimg" /></p>

Good Morning Beautiful woman !! Yes Today will be a great day !!! and the rest of the year as well lol !!! Made my dicition will go out and buy food and have everything prepared for me to start my goal again . No more junk food (wow so easy to fall back) Its funny and not because I gained and today I weighted my self and I am back to normal . Trust me I was bad with chocolate and cheeze its. About what happen in Chicago I guess is the facts of life and I appreciate eveyones consern and advice. He called me last night just to but the babies to say hello to me and the bigest one to say nite nite. it kills me but ow well. I decided to do something -------lol I went out on a blind date yesterday its was intresting but I am not intrested lol he is 40 has two girls divorced and looking for someone serious (not me lol ) It felt very ocuard he took his oldest daughter. He kept looking and looking at me and kept saying your so nice and beautiful and in my mind I was right I am a cow and if you would of seen me 4 months ago I was a bigger cow(you would not tell me all this ) . I guess my self esteem latley is not good . I was not my self on the date kept thinking about Chicago and decided will not do a blind date ever again lol I guess over all I need time for my heat to heal but cant stop loving this guy . I will servive lol bev - I was wondering if I could email you my pic or send them to your phone and you can post them for me . or help me do it . How are you doing girl ? I here for you you know that bk- I need to be like you more commited to my weightloss so we need to push each other more ok what happen with your interview ? Have a great friday girls !! clau

Hola , My thoughts are the same and I need to focus on my self but I guess I woke up on the wrong side of the bed lol I been crying all morning every dam song reminds me of him . He called night before last almost at midnight didnt answer he called yesterday he called this morning what he never really does usually we would talk 3 times a week or depended . He keeps asking if I am getting us to being back in California and I said NO!. I am so doing bad with my band no Water maybe 8 oz .. eating Cookies and chocolate I need serious help lol . So pls tell me off lol so I can restart and keep going . I start walking today so that a start . lol thanks for reading me cant express my self to others like to you my pals. bev- I am not stronger its just that I am tired of hurting. bk - weighloss is no weightloss hopefully soon . I think I need a fill or I need to eat more protain to get full. read you later clau:clap2:

Va- Dont Worry He Will Email You And It May Be To Late Lol His Loss Not Yours . More Will Come. I Need To Think About Me And No One Else I Talked To Him Today And It Seemed He Wanted To Go Back To The Same Old Thing Making Wrong Messages Little Things He Says And I Cut Him Short And Said You Know From Know On The Only Person That Intrests Me Its Me My Self And I. And Thats All. Dont Understand Sometimes Why Men Like Woman To Treat Them Like Crap Lol And They Are There All Over . And If Your Nice To Them And All They Are The Once That Treat You Like Crap . That It .. Its Me Me Me And Me Lol Take Care Va Clau

thank you again and again all for your good thoughts and advice.!! I cried and cried and that it its over and done no more crying will keep my chin up and keep moving . have lots of goals for my self and need to acomplish them before the labor day weekend and that final. Bev- we need to move on we hurt but that has to end we are two strong and beautiful woman that anyone would kill for . God for some reason has not put that special someone in our lives and the same token I think we are to nice and that needs to stop. we always tend to give out heart out and our soul and we get kick to the curve lol for being so nice . well no more miss nice girl and we will be strong continue our weight loss look for beautiful on the outside because we are awsome on the inside and keep going . Good things will happen for you and me I know . You will be in my prayers and anything you need I am her for you and I had gave you my number long time ago . love ya !!! Ok so over all I have piged out gained 2 pounds and I need to start and go back to what I was doing we need to keep focus and keep going . No more slacking off so you all have to keep me in check lol love you gals clau :clap2:

:clap2: HI I AM BACK AND NEED TO FINISH MY WEIGH LOSS GOAL ALL THIS VACATION WAS SOMETHING ELSE NOT WHAT I WANTED BUT OVER ALL GOOD . MY SO CALL BESTFRIEND ENDED UP NO TRUSTING ME BECAUSE FOR THE SECOND TIME CATCHES ME OFF GARD AND LETS ME KNOW HE HAS A CHILD . A ON AN OFF RELATIONSHIP WITH TWO DIFFRENT WOMAN . I GUESS i EXPECTED TO MUCH THOUGHT SOMETHING COULD HAPPEN BETWEEN US READING THE WRONG MESSAGES THAT I SEE IN HIS EYES AND HIS WORDS . I AM HURTING SO MUCH INSIDE BECAUSE i LOVE THIS MAN AND NOW i HAVE TO GET OVER IT AND JUST BE WHAT I AM HIS BEST FRIEND AND CONTINUE MY LIFE. ON THE OTHER HAND I HAVE ANOTHER FRIEND THERE AND HE TRITED ME LIKE A PRINCESS HE IS SO PROUD OF ME HE THING THAT I AM THE BOMB THAT IS SO NICE . BUT HE IS MARRIED AND WE ARE ONLY FRIENDS . I BEEN CRYING SINCE LAST NIGHT THAT I WAS IN THE AIRPORT AND CANT STOP CRYING MY HEART IS HURTING SO MUCH . I LOOK SOME PICTURES AND WAS DISCUSTED WITH MY SELF FOR WHAT I WAS SEEING REALIZING THAT OVER ALL I HAVE DONE A GOOD JOB . BUT I BLAME MY SELF FOR NOT LOOKING BETTER. SO ON A SECOND NOTE THAT WAS MY VACATION AND HOW IS EVERYONE . ? BK- HOW ARE YOU ? BEV- YOU WON !! CANT BEAT YOUR STORY LOL ! TAKE CARE I WILL CHECK IN LATER NEED TO GET TO WORK AND STOP CRYING LOL !! CLAU

OK . so tommarrow is the big day yay!! I be honest I am excited but scared i need my confidence high lol dont know if I will be checking in tomarrow maybe in the morning just in case I WISH ALL OF YOU A GREAT WEEKEND AND HAVE ME IN YOUR PRAYERS I WILL BE BACK ON LINE ON TUESDAY HOPEING I COULD HAVE A GOOD STORY LIKE BRANDI LOL BK -KEEP UP THE GOOD JOB DONT STRESS YOUR BODY ACTS UP AT TIMES TRUST ME BUT DONT JUST FOCUS ON THE NUMBERS LOOK HOW YOUR SHRINKING IN SIZE AS WELL OK . YOU GO GIRL YOU CAN DO IT !!! BRANDI - THANKS YOUR A GREAT CHICA YOU INSPIRE ME IN MANY WAYS . I WILL POST MY PICTURES SOON HOPEFULLY IF NOT YOU WILL HELP ME LOL . NAT AND STEPH - TAKE IT EASY AND THANKS !! OK SO I READ YOU LATER !!! LOVE YOU ALL MY LITTLE CHIQUITAS HERMOSAS ( LITTLE BEAUTIFULONES) !!! CLAU!!

HOLA GIRLS , LOVE ALL OF YOU SO MUCH HOPE YOU HAD A GOOD WEEKEND. OK SO I FLY TO CHICAGO YAY ON THE 18 APRIL !! YAY YAY!! FINALLY!!! CANT WAIT YOU ALL KNOW THAT . NAT - SO GOOD TO HEAR FROM YOU YOU SOUND SO HAPPY!! BK-GOOD GOAL I THINK I WILL START THE SAME BECAUSE YOUR SO RIGHT THEY ADD UP. BEV- YAY! YOUR A 12 WAY TO GO GIRL SO PROUD OF YOU AND ABOUT THE SCALE I HEAR YOU GIRL I AM GOING THRU THE SAME IT GOES DOWN AND THEN UP THEN DOWN SO AS LONG AS I SEE IT IT WILL EVENTUALLY GO DOWN . TO ALL MY GIRLS THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR MAKING MY DAY EVERYDAY AND FOR LEARNING FROM EACH OF YOU !! OH THE PARTY WENT GOOD I HAD WATER ON THE ROCKS LOL I THINK I WILL SAVE MY SELF FOR THIS UPCOMING WEEKEND TO DRINK SOMETHING IT WILL PROBABLY BE WINE I AM USE TO TEQUILA BUT MORE LIKE WAS US TO LOL SO WILL WAIT AND SEE. ENJOY YOUR MONDAY IF YOU HAVNT DONE YOUR TAXES PLS GO TODAY LOL !!!! LOVE YOU ALL CLAU :clap2:

KAY - THANK YOU !! I dont do the hotel food thing ok girls again I need your help . In the 4 month I have not gone out to Party lol so can you advice what can I drink ? Lol my brother said your well of with water in the rocks lol . Have a wonderful weeknd !!! boo- I love that shirt you have I would wear it lol . But I be honest my boobs have also shrunk lol . take care girls be safe and have fun !! clau:clap2: