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Just A Quick Note Need Some Prayers We Are Having Some Terrible Terrible Fires Here In San Diego And I Think My Cousin Lost His House And Hopefully No My Uncle As Well My Brother Drove His Boat To My Cousin House Yesterday Morning And I Guess It Gone . I Am So Scared For All Does People So Just Pls Say A Prayer . Bk No No More Weight Loss Bev Love Ya Brandy Sorry Could Call You Back . I Didnt Get My Fill I Dont Know If Its Good Or Bad But The Doctor Has An Emergency Second Weekend But Oh Well Will See What Happends Right Know I Am Just Praying For Everyone Here And My Family . Take Care Girls Clau

:clap2:BEV- AFTER THE BIG STORM CALM COMES AND IT WILL COME TRUST ME WE ARE BOTH LEAVING DIFFRENT THINGS BUT I FEEL THE SAME WAY YOU DO AND I QUESTION GOD YESTERDAY AND HE ACTUALLY SEND ME A MESSAGE . YOUR STRONG AND HE WILL NOT SEND US MORE THAN WHAT WE CANT TAKE HE WILL ALSO SEND LOTS OF BLESSINGS LOOK AT IT YOUR HERE WITH US AND WE ARE HAPPY FOR THAT AND WE VALUE YOU ! YOU ARE LOOKING MORE BEAUTIFUL EVERYDAY INSIDE AND OUT I KNOW ITS HARD TRUST ME AND THE WORSE PART IS THAT WE ARE INPACIENT AND WANT CHANGES ASAP AND WE JUST NEED TO BE PACIENT AND THINGS WILL CHANGE YOU WILL LOOK BACK AND SEE THAT FOR SOME ODD REASON IT WAS JUST ANOTHER LEASON OF LIFE THAT WILL TEACH YOU SOMETHING EVEN IF WE DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS IN THIS SPACIFIC MOMENT. WE ARE BLESSED BECAUSE OVER ALL FOR SOME ODD REASON WE ARE ALL HERE GIVING EACH OTHER HOPE AND VALUE EACH OTHER WE ARE ALL IN DIFFRENT PLACES BUT FEEL FOR EACH OTHER EMOTIONS . LIFE IS HARD NO ONE GAVE US THE INSTRUCTION TO IT BUT GOOD THINGS WILL COME BECAUSE YOU DESERVE THEM POSITIVE BRINGS POSITIVE I ALWAYS SAY EVEN IF I FEEL I AM DIEING INSIDE AND I KNOW FOR EXPERICNE THAT YOU WILL BE ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THIS PROBLEM AS A WINNER BECAUSE THAT WHAT YOU ARE A WINNER AND WE ARE ALL HAPPY AND SPEAK FOR ALL OF US THAT FOR US IN YOUR WRITING AND THOUGHTS YOU ARE A WINNER AND WE ARE HERE IN WRITTING AND IN HEAT AND PRAYERS TO HELP YOU THRU THIS HARD TIMES . LOVE YA BEV YOUR WONDERFUL HUMAN BEING NEVER LET ANYONE OR NOTHING HAVE YOU THINK OTHERWISE!! IT HARD AT TIMES BUT IF WE SEE IT ITS FOR A REASON.!!! STEPH- HOLAAAAAAAA GIRL BOO- I CALLED YOU AGAIN LOL OK SO .... I VERY EMOTIONAL LOL BUT ANYWAYS I GO FOR MY 4TH FILL TOMARROW I AM SCARED I STRETCHE MY POUCH SO I TOLD THEM I WANT ALL THE LIQUID OUT AND NEW ONE IN LOL SO I CAN KNOW TOTAL CC I HAVE . THE STUP-D BI-CH THAT DOES MY RECORD FORGOT TO NOTE DOWN THE SECOND ONE AND I DONT REMEMBER SO I JUST CANT TO BE ON THE SAFE SIDE . I KNOW I NEED A FILL BECAUSE I AM EATING MORE WAY MORE THEN BEFORE AND ITS BEEN 4 MONTHS SINCE MY LAST FILL . WELL WISH ME LUCK . HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND I KNOW IN THE RESENT PAST I WAS VERY NEGATIVE DO DO ALL THE HEADACHES OF LOVE LOL BUT I PROMISE I AM POSITIVE AGAIN AND WE ARE ALL IN THE SAME JOURNEY TO SUCCESS . MAYBE SOME SAY WE CAN ALL PLAN A SMALL TRIP TO LAS VEGAS LOL THAT WOULD BE SO KOOL :confused: OK AMIGAS .. GRACIAS AND READ YOU SOON BEVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVV LOVE YA GIRL REALLY!!!!:whoo: CLAU:bounce:

JUST CHECKING IN HOPE EVERYTHING ONE IS OK !!!!!! BOO-- YOU JUST GIVE ME A CALL LET ME KNOW WHAT UP :eek: BEV-HOW YOU DOING GIRL!? OK WELL PLS TAKE CARE CAUSE I CARE CLAU:clap2:

OK, :whoo:LOST TWO POUNDS LOL ITS A LOT IN 3 MONTHS OF NOTHING AND GETTING A FILL ON 13 OF OCT. BEV-THINGS WILL GET BETTER TRUST ME I KNOW WHAT YOUR GOING THRU AND IT SUCKS DIFFRENT SUBJECTS BUT WE WILL SERVIVE. STEPH-WAY TO GO GIRL SO PROUD OF YOU !! BK-ARE YOU STILL TAKING HERABAL LIFE BOO- YOU GO GIRL !! I DOING BETTER LIFE IS STILL CONFUSING BUT ITS MY OWN FAULT LOL HOPE YOU ARE ALL GOOD GOING TO DISNEYLAND ON SAT SO EXCITED .

I Currently Live In The Finest City San Diego Ca It Beautiful And Weather Well Its Awsome ! But I Have Lived All My Life Her And Want To Experience Something Totally Diffrent So Planning And Hoping Some Day In The Near Future To Relocate To Chicago Il . Clau!

BOO- WHY DONT KNOW BUT IS A TOUCHY SUBJECT WITH ME SOMETHING THAT I WOULD LOVE TO BE IS A MOM WHEN I SEE AND HEAR MY GOD SON CALL ME MOM HE IS ONLY 1 I GET TEARS IN MY EYES i AM 37 NO KIDS NEVER BEEN MARRIED AND ONLY GIRL OF MOM AND DAD AND THEY WOULD KILL FOR GRANDKIDS SO ITS NOT A BAD IDEA MAYBE I BE HAPPY THAT WAY STEPH- I HEAR YOU SO MANY THING GO THRU MY MIND RIGHT NOW! BEV- GLAD YOU HAD A GREAT TIME! I BE VERY HONEST WITH ALL OF U I AM ON DEPRESS MODE DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I HATE WORK MY HEART IS BROKEN I AM CONFUSED I HATE THIS CRYING EVERYDAY SHIT . WEIGHLOSS IS BLA :help: TAKE CARE GIRLS

BEV; SO HAPPY TO KNOW YOUR OK I WAS WORRIED BUT LATLEY I HAVE WEIRD DREAMS HOPE GRANDMA GETS BETTER. BK- THANKS BUT I DIDNT JOIN LOL I DID START WALKING AND I BOUGHT ME A WALKING DVD AND A AEROBIC STIPTEASE LOL DVD JAJAJAAJ HEY WILL TRY IT DONT HURT . GIRLS I CANT THANK YOU ENOFF FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT REALLY! WELL MY BEST FRIEND AND I DECIDED WE WILL HAVE A CHILD TOGETHER SO NOW I AM MORE CONFUSED THEN EVER I LOVE HIM AND I KNOW HE LOVES ME BUT THERE IS NO RELATIONSHIP . PLUS TO HAVE A CHILD FIRST WE NEED TO DO THE HANKY PANKY LOL AND WE ARE SEVERAL MILES APART BACK TO SQUARE ONE WITH THAT SUBJECT. GOOD NEWS I LOST 2 POUNDS AFTER SEVERAL MONTHS OF NOTHING SO HOPEFULLY THE SCALE WILL START MOVING I DO NEED TO MAKE BETTER CHOICES ON MEALS SOMETIME I ONLY EAT ONCE I DAY I FEEL LIKE I AM DOING THE SAME PATTERN AS BEFORE SURGERY AND ITS NOT GOOD I HAVE RESTRICTION AT TIMES BUT I AM DEVATING IF I NEED ANOTHER FILL . WHAT DO YOU ALL SUGGEST HOW CAN I TELL I CAN GULP MY WATER DOWN WITH NO PROBLEM SOME FOOD I JUST PB AND I KNOW ITS NOT GOOD WILL SEE. YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND :ranger: LOVE YA ALL CLAU:clap2:

GIRL WONDERING IF YOU ARE OK .. IT WAS SO WEIRD I HAD A DREAM OF YOU BEING IN A A PARTY THAT I HAD ORGINIZED DONT KNOW WHAT WHY BUT YOU CAME OUT IN MY DREAM AND YOU KEPT WALKING AROUND SAYING NOTHING I WOKE UP AND I LOGED INTO MY COMPUTER JUST TO MAKE SURE IT WAS YOU (SO I SAW YOU PICTURE OVER AND OVER ) AND I AM WONDERING IF YOUR OK !!! IT WAS SO WEIRD . HOPE YOU LOG IN SOON AND LET US KNOW HOW YOUR WORK OUT IS DOING AND EVERYTHING ELSE. ANYWAYS PLS TAKE CARE! CLAU !!!!:notagree

Bev-- Talked To My Aunt Yesterday And She Said Its Hard To Drop Pounds Because You Body Is In Shock Mode And To Give It One Or Two Months And Then You Will Start Again Dont Push Your Body More Then It Can Deliver And That You May Just Notice Inches Instead Of Pounds . She Is A Register Nurse In Mexico And Works With Several Doctors That Do The Band . Ok As An Update I Am So Happy And Praying Things Start Looking Better And They Have Started To . Stop Dating That Guy I Was Dating He Actually Told Me Or Kicked Me To The Curve Lol O Well Lol And About My Best Friends For Now I Keep It To My Self But Good Things Are Coming First Off All Things Are Coming Out In The Open And That Is A Nice Change . I Enroll In The Gym Today So Hope To Start Getting My Exterise As I Should . From All Of Us I Been The Bigest Procrastinator . But That Will Change Ok See Ya Girls Hope You All Feel Much Better And Have A Wonderful And Beautiful Day !!

STEPH _ THANKS JUST WHAT I NEEDED AFTER ALL THIS WEEKS OF STRESS :confused: BEV- THE SHOW OF LA INK WILL AIR TOMARROW ! SO IF ANYONE ELSE IS INTRESTED IN SEEN PAR OF MY FAMILY STORY OR MORE MY BROTHER STORY WILL AIR TOMMAROW 18 ON TLC . LA INK. VA-NEVER SAY NEVER I THOUGH I WOULD NEVER EVER FIT INTO A 8 OR A 6 AND NOW I DO . NSV- I WAS ON THE CHAT OF AOL AND I HAVE SEVERAL FRIENDS AND ONE OF THEM ASKED HEY CLAU YOU DONT HAVE ANY PICTURES OF YOU THAT ARE NOT ON YOUR PROFILE DOES ARE OLD . I LAUGHED AND SAID YES OF COURSE I HAVE NOT TOLD THEM ANYTHING ABOUT THE SURGERY AND SO I SEND THE ONE I HAVE HERE AND HE WAS LIKE OMG CLAU THAT NOT YOU I SAID YES IT IS WHY HE IS OMG YOU LOOK SO DIFFRENT I SAID REALLY SO I SEND ANOTHER ONE ONE I TOOK IN CHICAGO AND HE KEPT SAYING OMG WHEN YOU WERE CHUNKY YOU LOOKED GOOD NOW NOW YOU LOOK SUPER GOOD. I LAUGHED AND SAID THANK YOU .. I THINK ITS THE FIRST TIME I TAKE A COMPLEMENT WITHOUT SAYING OH WELL ITS BECAUSE LOL .. I FELT GOOD. OK SO I TALKED TO ONE OF MY FRIENDS IN MEXICO AND SHE SAW ME BACK IN FEB WHEN I WENT SO THEY STARED A DIET ABOUT 3 MONTHS AGO AND SHE HAS LOST 44 POUNDS I WAS LIKE REALLY WOW GOOD FOR YOU SO KNOW WE ARE ON COMPETITION OF WHO WILL LOOK BETTER IN JAN WHEN I GO LOL SO I REALLY NEED TO START BOOT CAMP WHO IS IN LOL . I LOOK INTO GYM YESTERDAY AND I THINK I AM GOING FOR IT OK GIRLS TAKE CARE .. PLS MISS SICKIES TAKE CARE OF YOUR SELFS I DONT WANT TO GET SICK LOL LOVE YA CLAU :whoo:I WILL SIRVIVE LOL !!!

Ok... I Doing Better Just Thinking Of Whatever Happens Happens For The Best . Bev-i Not A Mommy So I Dont Get One Lol Either Boo- So Nice To Talk To You .. Cant Wait To Go Have Some Tequila Shots With You Lol To Welcome You To San Diego Lol (ok Maybe No Tequila ) Ok So My Goal For X-mass Is 30 Pounds Dont Know How Or What I Will Do But I Need To Be Done With That. !! Lets Start Our Own Bootcamp !! ????? Bev Your In Charge Lol Ok Girls Love You All I Looking Also Into A Tummy Tuck And Lipo On My Back Arm Tuck And Boobs That The Same As Buying A New Car Lol 10,000 So Will Se Just Looking For Now Actually Is 7000 Not Bad Its Like Buying Another Band . For Now Need To Focus On Does 30 More Pounds .and My Self Only My Self No One Else Need To Start Being Selfish Lol Right Lol Muaaa Love Ya Clau

VA- I JUST HANGING IN THERE JUST TRYING NOT TO CONFUSE MY SELF NO MORE AND TO BE OK . IT HURTS BECAUSE I HAD MY HOPES HIGH TO LIVE IN CHICAGO BUT FOR SOME REASON THINGS DONT WORK OUT AND THEY CLOSE THE DOORS ON ME :eek: HOPE THINGS START CHANGING BECAUSE I REALLY FEEL LIKE A BIG LOOSER . BOO- I LIVE IN SAN DIEGO ABOUT 15 MIN FROM THE AIRPORT SO LET ME KNOW WERE YOU WILL STAY OR EMAIL ME @CLAUDIAGDLMEX@AOL.COM AND WE WILL EXCHANGE PHONE NUMBERS THAT WILL BE SO KOOL TO MEET. BEV- THANKS FOR YOUR ADVICE ITS HARD AND HARDER WHEN THAT SOMEONE KEEPS CALLING YOU FOR THE STUPIDIST REASONS AND MORE WHEN KIDS ARE INVOLVED . I LOVE HIS KIDS . OK GIRLS AT WORK I NEED TO HANG IN THERE SO I CAN BECOME SOMETHING MY BOSS IS TRANSFERING AND MAYBE THAT A GOOD THING OR BAD IF ONE OF THE BROKERS WE HAVE BECOMES A MANAGER I JUST HOPE FOR THE BEST . AND MY LOVE LIFE KEEP TRYING TO COPE WITH EVERYTHING ITS SO HARD . WEIGHLOSS IS STABLE NOT PUTTING ANYEFFORT AT ALL JUST FEEL LIKE DUUUUUUUUUUUH MY BROTHER ACTUALLY TOLD ME EITHER YOU GAIN WEIGHT OR YOU ARE JUST THE SAME AND YOUR LOOKING FAT. I SAID THANK YOU THAT ALL I NEEDED TO HEAR . SO I GUESS I NEED TO DO SOMETHING SO I DONT LOOK FAT BECAUSE I BEEN STABLE FOR THE LAST 2 1/2 MONTHS . OK HAVE A GREAT WEEK AND READ YOU ON A DAILY BASIS . CLAU :faint:

Steph- I Agree The Best Thing Will Be What Bev Said Even If It Hurts Bev- Yes Your Right I Just Need To Take It As Bestfriends And I Do At Times Others My Heart Wins But His Actions Call For It Like Yesterday Morning His Son Called Said Hi And He Hung Up Then In The Afternoon Called Me And Said Did You Like Your Wake Up Call I Laughed And Said Yes And He Said Your Son Got Up And Said Lets Call Her And Other Little Things He Said Make Me Not Understand . I Am Going Out On The Weekend With The Guy I Have Been Going Out With I Am Afraid Because I Dont Want To Miss Lead Him Nor I Want To Just Use Him To Get Over This But I Do Have Fun With Him . Boo- If You Come To San Diego You Need To Let Me Know Were You Stay Maybe We Can Meet That Would Be So Kool. Va- I Hear You Girl Nothing Is The Same !! Thank You For Your Thoughts And Advice I Am Really Down I Need To Get Up And Start Something I Duel On It A Lot I Think Of All This And It Hurts Like I Said Work Sucks Love Sucks Lol I Go To The Doctor Tomarrow To Take A Friend And I Am Scared To Get A Fill Or Just See My Doctor Dont Know Why . I Keep You Posted ! Clau

STEPH- HE IS MY BEST FRIEND AND HE HAS TWO KIDS HE APPARENTLY DOESNT HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WITH NEATHER . BEV- I JUST QUESTION MY SELF NEVER EVER HAS HE SAID WE ARE BEST FRIENDS TIL SUNDAY NIGHT ON A TEXT MESSAGE AND MONDAY MORNING SAYING I PUT UP WITH HIM SO MUCH. I DONT UNDERSTAND LOTS OF THINGS WHY : IF YOUR BEST FRIENDS YOU SEE YOUR SELF IN THE FUTURE WITH THAT PERSON ( THIS IS HM) HE WANTS TO BUY A HOUSE . TELLS ME THAT IF ANYTHING WOULD HAPPEN TO HIM I NEED TO FIGHT CUSTODY FOR THE KIDS THINGS LIKE THAT . HE MAKES ME REALLY CONFUSED I TELL MY MOM EVERYTHING AND SHE TELLS ME SHE IS CONFUSED HE SHOWS HE LOVES ME DO TO ACTIONS AND WORDS BUT AT THE SAME TIME HE CANT HAVE ME . I COULD ONLY SAY THIS TRIP MADE ME MORE CONFUSED IN MY HEART . JOB WELL I DONT KNOW MAYBE CHICAGO IS NOT FOR ME AND THAT WHY ALL THE CLOSED DOORS . HERE IN SAN DIEGO MY JOB IS JUST THERE . I COME IN THE OFFICE FEEL STRESSED DONT LIKE TO BE HERE ANYMORE . I CURRENTLY HERE AND CRYING WISHING THINGS WERE LIKE COUPLE MONTHS AGO.. I DONT WANT TO FALL BACK IN A DEPRESSION I DID THAT ONCE AND THAT WHAT I AM STARTING TO FEEL AGAIN . ON MONDAY I WAS ASLEEP ALL DAY JUST TO NOT THINK OF EVERYTHING I HONESLY FEEL LIKE A LOOSER HAVE DREAMS AND GOALS AND CANT ACCOMPLISHTHEM . I AM NOT GETTING ANY YOUNGER YOU KNOW. AND WHAT I DONT WANT TO DO THINGS THAT WILL JUST MAKE ME FEEL WORSE ON THE LONG RUN . (LIKE DATE SOMEONE JUST TO GET OVER THIS ONE ) THANK YOU FOR READING EVEN THOUGH I WRITE NOT GOOD AT TIMES BECAUSE I THINK IN SPANISH AND THEN TRANSLATE IT . IT HAPPENS TO ME ALL THE TIME AS WELL AS THE OTHER WAY AROUND I WRITE IN SPANISH THINKING IN ENGLISH LOL LOVE YOU ALL AND THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT.. MY HEART IS REALLY BROKEN ... THANKS AGAIN WITH TEAR IN MY EYES CLAU :faint:

HI HOLA CHICAS , oK NO JOB AND GOT BACK REALLY CONFUSED . MY VACATION STARTED WITH A BIG DELAY AND RESCHEDULE OF FLIGHT THAT EVEN CAME OUT ON THE NEWS . SO DO TO THAT I DID GET TO SEE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE ON HIS BIRTHDAY. NO LUCK WHAT SO EVEN ON THE JOB FIELD THEY TOLD ME AGAIN AND AGAIN ITS BETTER FOR ME TO LIVE THERE AND THEN GET A JOB. SO I GUESS I WILL START SAVING MONEY HOPEING MAYBE SOME DAY. I REALIZED I NEED TO BE THERE LOL I LOST WEIGHT HOW DONT KNOW BUT I LOVED THE IDEA LOL THAT WAS THE ONLY GOOD THING . ONE SPECIFIC PERSON SISTER IN LAW OF MY BEST FRIEND(MY LOVE ) TREATED ME VERY RUDE AND WAS NOT APPRECIATED. TO MAKE A LONG STORY SHORT BETWEEN JOB AND MY LOVE LIFE WITH HIM ENDED KNOWING THINGS I DIDNT WANT TO KNOW BUT NEEDED TO KNOW AND OTHERS KNOWING THAT HE LOVES ME NOT ONLY LIKE HIS BESTFRIEND SOMETHING ELSE YOU CAN SEE IT IN HIS EYES AND ON THE SMALLEST MOST SWEETEST KISS HE GAVE ME BEFORE I CAME HOME . HE BEGGED FOR ME TO CALL HIM WHEN I GOT TO HOME I DID AND HUNG UP TWO SECONDS LATER HE CALLED AND SAID COME BACK PLS I SAID WHY POSED AND SAID UUUHM FOR THE BEAR GAME ON THE 16 SEP. I LAUGHTED AND SAID DONT KNOW HE INSITED SAYING YOU CAN DO IT YOU CAN DO IT COME PLS .. I TALKED TO HIM THIS MORNING I AM MORE CONFUSED THEN EVER NOT KNOWING WERE ALL THIS IS GOING. I THINK I SHOULD JUST STOP MY HEART AND HEAD OF THINKING AND START SOMEHING WITH SOMEONE ELSE BUT MY HEART KEEPS TELLING ME TO GO . DONT KNOW . ANYWAYS .. I HOPE YOU ALL HAD A GREAT HOLIDAY AND SORRY TO VENT WITH YOU GUYS TRUST ME I NEED TO CRY I COULDNT I NEEDED TO WRITE AND HAVE SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT TO DO LOL WHEN I CALLED MOM SHE SAID WOW HE GOT ME CONFUSED AS WELL SHE SAYS HE CANT HAVE YOU BUT HE CANT LET YOU GO DONT KNOW WHAT GOING ON .. SO TO END ALL THIS DRAMA I JUST LIVE IT TO GODS HANDS AFTER 6 YEARS OF BEING BESTFRIENDS LOTS OF THINGS WERE SAID AND DONE FOR GOOD AND FOR BAD LEAVING ME CONFUSED ONE MORE TIME. LOVE YOU ALL CLAU :faint:

HI , BK-SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT YOUR KIDS . DONT WORRIE THINGS WILL BE BETTER . JUST KNOW YOU WERE A GREAT MOM FOR THEM AND THEY WILL ALWYAS REMEMBER THAT !! I PRAY FOR THERE MOM TO HAVE AN OPEN MIND AND APPRECIATED EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE FOR HER KIDS AND FOR BOTH OF YOU TO JOIN IN THE FUTURE . BEV- AGAIN SO PROUD OF YOU OK SO I FLIGHT OUT TONIGHT TO CHICAGO . HOPEING POSITIVE AND GREAT TIMES WILL COME WITH A NEW JOB AND THINGS WILL FALLOW THRU WITH MY BEST FRIEND YAY. SO MANY PLANS UP IN THE AIR WILL SEE WHAT HAPPENDS . I WILL TRY TO READ WHAT UP WITH ALL OF YOU .. BUT YOU ARE ALLWAYS IN MY PRAYS OK !!! TAKE CARE HAVE A GREAT LABOR DAY WEEKEND AND I BE BACK ON THE 5 SEP. LOVE YA ALL CLAU :clap2:

Hola , bev- so so proud of you size 4 wow you are my idol. wow!!! Va-things happen for a reason and good great things for you will come soon. Your a beautiful person inside and out and I am sure a great man is coming real soon. Steph - I read the advice you always give everyone and included me of course and your awsome thank you !!!! boo- i want your book to come out NOW lol we all need to meet.!! Ok so I will be out for a week . I fly to Chicago . I am going thru a temp to hire agency they said they will get me a couple of interviews to be honest the gal sounded really cool at first and now dont know something bla lol .. I guess its because I never been thru a temp agency nor I have heard anything positive about them. ok so what I do know i will try to get a JOB and stay lol So pls all of you start praying . Ok so I am not officially a size 6 but I did fit into them I bought some jeans and they fit a little tight for me but I never ever ever ever lol been a 6 nor a 8 lol nor a 10 lol jajajjaaj so I am super excited . I have not lost weight in the last 2 1/2 months or so but something is working . ok girls I read you if I can on my Vacation I leave on Tues yay and come back on the 4th.:ranger: love ya .. you are my support and you are all my sisters in my heart . take care and have a great weekend filled with lots of new NSV. mua@@@@@@@@@@@@ Clau :rain:hope on my vacation doent rain like now in chicago

VA- HAPPY BIRTHDAY I AM SURE YOU WILL HAVE A GREAT AND EXCITING BIRTHDAY . YOU SHOULD OF DRIVEN TO SAN DIEGO SINCE YOU WERE IN CALIFORNIA AND YOU COULD OF STATED WITH ME :scared: GLAD YOU HAD A GREAT TIME ENJOY YOUR PARTY . MAY GOD BLESS YOU IN MANY MORE WAYS THEN HE ALREADY HAS . (GREAT BEAUTIFUL PERSON). BEV- JUST AN UPDATE THE SHOW FOR MIAMI INK MAY AIR ON SEP 11 IF I HAVE ANY UPDATES I LET YOU KNOW . SO MY GOAL FOR MY 1ST YEAR IS 80 POUNDS TOTAL . HOPEING TO MEET MY WEIGHT GOAL BY JAN LOL ON MY BDAY . I JUST NEED MORE WHEEL POWER :} OK UPDATE ON THE DATING GAME SO I AM STILL GOING OUT WITH THAT GUY I TOLD YOU ABOUT DONT GIVE HIM HOPES BUT THE LAST MONTH WE HAVE SEEN EACH OTHER EVERY SUNDAY . ITS NICE HE IS VERY CARING AND CALLS ME EVERYDAY . I DID TELL HIM I WAS GOING TO CHICAGO FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS BUT DIDNT TELL HIM WHY LOL . JOB WISE I BEEN STRESSING I AM JUST AN EMOTIONAL DISASTER . I DONT LIKE BEING AT WORK BUT I LOVE MY WORK . SO FARE NOTHING SET YET FOR ANYTHING NEW . I DO HAVE AN PHONE INTERVIEW ON TUESDAY FOR A CHICAGO JOB . HOPE FULLY THINGS WILL START COMING AROUND . I REALLY HATE FEELING LIKE THIS . SWEETHOT - HOW IS YOUR WORKOUT COMING ALONG ? BOOO- WHEN ARE YOU FINISHING YOUR BOOK . EVERY PARAGRAPH YOU LET US READ MAKES ME THINK WE ALL HAVE SO MUCH IN COMMON AND I WOULD OF NEVER GUESSED . THANK YOU FOR SHARING IT WITH US . OK CHICAS HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND !!!!! PLS TAKE CARE!!!! CLAU :kiss2:

COMO ESTAN ? (HOW ARE YOU ALL?) WELL JUST CHECKING IN ASKIN ALL OF YOUR PRAYERS TWO MORE WEEKS TILL I GO TO CHICAGO YAY AND HOPING TO FIND A JOB . MY WEIGHT IS OK I AM STUCK SCALE HAS NOT MOVED AT ALL BUT I STARTED TO EAT HEALTHY . I AM UNDER A LOT OF STRESS AND BLAME IN IT LOL BUT I SURE THINGS WILL WORK OUT. BEV-GLAD YOU HAD A BLAST !!! WELL TAKE CARE AND I WILL BE IN TOUCH SOON . HOPE EVERYONE IS DOING GREAT AND SCALE IS MOVING OR INCHES ARE JUST BANASHING LOVE YA ALL cLAU :whoo:

WOW I MISS YOU CHICAS OK AN UPDATE ON WHAT HAPPEND TO ME WELL I TOOK IT ONE MORE STEP AND TALKED TO HR LAST FRIEDAY AND THEY HEARD ME THEY SAID I SHOULD BE FINE AND NOT TO WORRY . OF COURSE I CANT TAKE THAT IN CONSIDERATION AND LAST WEEKEND I THREW SOME RESUMES INTO CHICAGO AND ONE SPECIALLY WITH THE COMPETETOR OF THE COMPANY I WORK WITH . WELL GUESS WHAT YAY I HAD MY FIRST PHONE INTERVIEW ON THURSDAY AND IT LOOKS GOOD .. WAITING FOR THE SECOND STEP WICH WOULD BE A FACE TO FACE INTRERVIEW WITH THE MANAGER OF THAT OFFICE AND THEN WALA THIRD STEP SECURITY CLEARENCE AND WALA .. SO PLS PLS I ASK ALL OF YOU TO PLS PRAY FOR ME SO I CAN GET THIS JOB . ALL OF YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I WANT TO MOVE TO CHICAGO AND THIS IS ONE OF MY TICKETS TO GET THAT GOAL DONE AND OVER WITH SO PLS PRAY FOR ME . ON A SECOND NOTE .. BOOO-- RELAX AND DRINK LOTS OF CRANBERY JUICE MY COUISN HAD EXACTLY WHAT YOU HAVE AND THEY TOLD HER THAT WOULD HELP WITH THE PAIN DONT ASK ME HOW BUT IT DID LOL. BEV- HOW ARE YOU DOING ? WOW SO HAPPY WE WILL HAVE A BAND BABY ... GOOD SO IF ONE OF US IS NEXT THEN WE CAN GET ONE ON ONE ADVICE LOL. CONGRATS . HOPE YOU ALL HAD A GREAT WEEKEND . I DID I WENT OUT ON ANOTHER DATE WITH THE SAME GUY AND I HAD A BLAST . I HAD TO GO WITH HIM TO HIS AA MEETING AND I HAD NEVER EVER BEEN TO SOMETHING LIKE THAT AND I CAN HONESLY SAY WOW MADE ME THINK A LOT AND MADE ME UNDERSTAND LOTS OF THINKS .. I ALSO WENT HORSE BACK RIDING AND FED THE CHICKENS AND DONKEYS AND IT WAS A GREAT DAY . :whoo:BUT OVER ALL MY HEART STILL IN CHICAGO . WELL GOOD NITE TO YOU AND WISH YOU A GREAT WEEK FILLED WITH WONDERFUL THINKS AND DROP DOWNS ON THE SCALE CLAU

I AM SO BUMBED .. I JUST NEED TO VENT .. AND I AM CRYING MY EYES OFF . oK SO I BEEN WAITING FOR OVER A YEAR TO GET A TRANSFER FROM MY JOB RIGHT .. WELL I GOT MY REVIEW LAST WEEK AND IT WAS GOOD .. THAT I AM DOING A GOOD JOB AND OVIOULY COULD DO BETTER THAT I AM BLA BLA BLA . WELL TODAY MY BOSS ASKED ME TO HAVE A MEETING AND IT WAS A WRITE UP BECAUSE OF POOR CUSTOMER SERVICE . I DONT THINK IT FAIR AND SO HE TOLD ME THAT IF I DONT DO BETTER WELL I BE TERMINATED . SO KNOW IT SEEMS I AM LIVING MIN BY MIN AND IF SOMEONE PISSED OFF SAID I GAVE WHATEVER WRONG THERE GOES MY CAREER AND MY DREAMS WITH THIS COMPANY. I FEEL LIKE CRAP I WAS FEELING LIKE FINALLY THE LOOSER THAT LOTS OF PEOPLE THOUGHT I WAS AND I FEEL BACK IN TRACK AGAIN . I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO . I AM AT WORK AND MY MIND JUST KEEP GOING AND GOING .. I FEEL LIKE SUCH SHIT. I CANT STOP CRYING . WELL I VENTED TO MY GIRLS JUST WISH ME LUCK . GO TO GO GET CLEANED UP .. AND ACT HIPOCRIT SOMETHING I CANT NEVER DO . ANYWAYS LOVE YOU ALL , CLAU :phanvan

HI , CHECKING IN .. I AM AT WORK AND ONE OF MY COWORKERS WIFE'S CAME IN AND ITS WAS SO NICE SHE SAID YOU LOOK SO GOOD YOUR SHRINKING DAY BY DAY MORE . I AM SO PROUD OF YOU AND ENVY YOU . ITS NICE WHEN YOUR BEING RECOGINZED BUT IT SUCKS WHEN YOU KNOW DEEP IN SIDE YOU CAN DO MUCH MUCH BETTER . I GUESS I AM FEELING DISCUSTED WITH MYSELF FOR NOT PUTTING MUCH EFFORTS THIS LAST MONTHS AS I KNOW I CAN . oK SO I HAVE ANOTHER DATE LOL WITH SOMEONE ELSE IT SHOULD BE NICE . WELL TAKE CARE .. AND HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD FRIDAY TOMARROW . OH JUST TO KEEP YOU INFORMED I AM GOING WITH MY BROTHER TO LOS ANGELES SO THEY CAN DO THE FINAL TOUCH OF HIS TATOO AND THEY WILL LET US KNOW WHEN IT WILL AIR SO I KEEP YOU POSTED I AM EXCITED AND THINKING OF GETTING A TATOO MY SELF .LOL SOMETHING THAT READY FINALLY I AM NOT FAT ANYMORE LOL J/K JAJAJAJ HAVE LONGS WAY FOR THAT LOL .. NEEDED TO LAUGH LOL . BUT I AM THINKING OF GETTING SOMETHING DONT KNOW I AM A WOOOSE LOL LOVE YA ALL AND TAKE CARE CLAUDIA :eek:

HI ALL, BEV- I CANT GIVE HIM HOPE BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO HURT HIM . I WAS UP FRONT AND I DID HAVE A GOOD TIME . WE ARE PLANNING TO GO TO SEAWORLD THIS SUNDAY WILL SEE HOW IT IS . BK- SO PROUD OF YOU I NOT DOING GOOD NEED TO GET BACK IN TRACK BUT ITS SO HARD AT TIMES . QUESTION:: I AM SURE WE HAVE ALL DONE IT WE DONE THINGS WE HAVE NOT .. DOES YOU BODY ASK YOU TO GO BACK ON TRACK ? I FELT THAT YESTERDAY I WAS BEING BAD FOR THE LAST COUPLE OF WEEKS LOL OR SO AND YESTERDAY I FELT SOMETHING WEIRD LIKE YOU NEED TO EAT HEALTHY AGAIN MY BODY ACTED WEIRD . SO I ATE SOME VEGGIES AND DRANK SOME juice AND IT WAS SUCH A RELIEVE . WONDERING IF ANYONE ELSE HAS EXPERIENCE THIS ? OK ANOTHER QUESTION HOW DO I GO INTO YAHOO. I HAVE YAHOO BUT DONT HAVE A CLUE OF HOW TO USE IT . IF ANYONE WANTS TO EMAIL ME ITS liligdlmex@yahoo.com. Thank you , Another question has anyone drank coke or soda .. ?? and what did you feel ? I am completly restricted from drinking it so just wondering. take care clau

OK UPDATE ON MY DATE LOL I ACTUALLY HAD A GREAT TIME HE IS A VERY NICE PERSON EVEN IF HE IS ABOUT 6 YEARS OLDER THAN ME SEEMS I HAVE LIVED MORE LOL IN THE GOOD SENCE OF COURSE . WE WENT OUT TO THE BEACH IT WAS REALLY REALLY NICE WE WALKED AND TALKED . WERE WE WENT ITS BEAUTIFUL IF YOU EVER COME TO CALIFRONIA I MAKE SURE YOU GO LOL. SO WE TALKED HE IS A TOTAL GENTLEMEN DIDNT TRY ANYTHING AND THEN WE WENT TO DINNER . IT WAS HARD FOR ME TO TELL HIM LOL WHY I ORDER OF THE KIDS MENU LOL BUT HE UNDERSTOOD AND HE JUST SMILED. I FELT THAT HE WAS A LITTLE BOY WHEN HE HAS A CRUSH ON AN ADULT YOU KNOW THAT GRINT LOL BUT IT WAS NICE OVER ALL. HE DID GIVE ME A GOOD BYE KISS AND THAT WAS ALL. WE DID TALK TO HIM ON HIS WAY BACK HOME . HE LIVE ABOUT 2 HOURS FROM ME . I LIKE HIM FOR A GOOD FRIENDSHIP AND THAT ABOUT IT . WE TALKED ALOT ABOUT OR PAST AND OUR FUTURE AND I DID LET HIM KNOW THAT MY PLANS AND GOALS ARE TO MOVE TO CHICAGO HE SMILED AND JUST SAID HOPE YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE BECAUSE YOUR A BEAUTIFUL PERSON INSIDE AND OUT AND I WILL MISS YOU . I WAS LIKE WOW BUT WILL SEE. MY TRIP IS COMING UP TO CHICAGO AND AS YOU ALL KNOW THE LOVE OF MY LIFE IS THERE THINGS SEEM TO BE GOOD I THINK POSITIVE THINGS WILL HAPPEN ON THIS TRIP I DONT FEEL ANY NEGATIVE FEELINGS SO I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. I GUESS I CANT GIVE UP FOR SOME REASON LOL BUT LIKE I SAID WE ARE BEST FRIENDS OVER ALL. I WILL BE GOING ON ANOTHER DATE THIS WEEKEND WITH SOMEONE ELSE HE IS FLYING IN FROM MEXICO JUST TO SEE ME WE HAVE BEEN FRIEND FOR OVER 5 YEARS ONLINE AND HAVE NEVER EVER SEEN EACH OTHER . SO WILL SE HOW IT GOES LOL I AM KIND OF SCARED BUT DONT HAVE ANYTHING TO LOOSE. WELL GIRLS YOU NEED TO KICK MY ASS LOL BECAUSE I NEED TO GET BACK IN TRACK .. I HAVNT BEEN EXTERSIING FOR ABOUT 1 1/2 MONTH AND LIKE I SAID MY TRIP IS IN A MONTH AND I WILL BE ATTENDING SOME OTHER FUNCTIONS THAT NEED THE BEST OF ME LOL SO PLS .. KICK MY ASS AND GET ME STARTED LOL:faint: LOVE YA ALL AND MISS YA ALL !!!

Just Checking In Glad Over All Everyone Is Doing Good!!! I Just A Little Fustrated Scale Is Not Moving But I Could Honestly Say I Feel Smaller . Nice Nsv Was That I Saw The Rest Of My Family And Wow I Looked Great Lol Bought My Self A Little (wow I Could Actually Say Little Lol Jajaj ) Black Dress Very Modern And I Looked And Felt Good . I Say I Looked Good Because My Brother Is My Bigest Cridict And Said Wow Sister You Look Good . And So We Wen To The Family Party And Yes Everyone Asked What I Was Doing Some Bad Coments But Now I Laugh And Over All Everyone Was Inpressed. I Did Get A Comment From One Of My Cousins Oviously I Have Many Lol That Said Wow Wow You Look So Thin I Said No I Still Fat ( Oviously Been Sarcastic ) She Is Well You Do Look Very Thin But I Mean Since I Saw You Last Year But Keep Working At It And You Will Be Skinny One Of This Days . I Oviously Laughed And Thought To My Self Wow What A Bitch Lol But It Didnt Matter Because Like The Commercial Of Oily Of Olay Said Dont Hate Me For Being Beautiful Lol Jajjaajjaja. Just Wanted To Share That With You Its Feels Fustrated That I Cant Get The Scale To Move But It Feels So Good To Know People Do See You Geting Better By The Day. Booo//pls Finish The Book Soon Lol I Need To Read It And We Need To Go On Oprah Lol So Meet Each Other Girls Hope You Have Or Had A Great Weekend Just Checked In .. Going On A Date Lol So Wish Me Luck Lol Love Ya All Clau