C1nd3r3lla

Obviously, I'm overweight!  I feel like I'm not horrible looking but I am uncomfortable and I want to be able to wear cute clothes and not a tent.  I used to be very actuve playing soccer and running all the time.  Now when I hike I sweat a pool and almost can't finish.  I'm a fighter though so I always work through it!  I heal pretty well so I'm not worried about the pain of surgery and after surgery, I'm just worried of the major complications. I have finally told my brother and sister-in-law about my surgery.  My brother was coughing and I told him not to get me sick.  Then he asked all sorts of weird questions, so I told him I was going in for surgery.  It all unraveled then.  So all my important people know now :)  Everyone seems supportive enough but the only people I really care to hear their opinions are my close family, my BFF and my BF. I am tired of being fat and having troubles tying my shoes and clothes that seem to get smaller and smaller. I am tired of my shower towel not wrapping around me. I am tired of feeling disgusting in a bathing suit. I am tired of being embarassed under the covers.  It's all going to change soon and I am SOOOOOOO excited!