Falon_88

I am pre-op as of now. I have been in the program off and on for the past few years. I had fallen out of the program and was just recently re-activated and have managed to drop 40 pounds. As of now I have 14.5 pounds to lose to reach my pre-surgery set goal weight. I am hoping to reach it within the next few weeks. I am currently on a 1200 cal- 1400 cal diet. I am working out but struggling to make it routine. I am very excited to finally be so close but at the same time I feel like because I am scared I self sabotage myself and end up falling into bad habits. I am currently trying to work through these issues. 
Would love to find other people to chat with and hear any of your stories. I am finally back on track and have my eye on the prize, which is to be healthy. That is number 1 for me.