:thumbup:Oh how I have felt this way. Had a little meltdown yesterday when hubby was going to get ice cream...I was really ok with it but he got upset and said it wasnt worth it to eat in front of me...so then I felt bad, I am realizing that this is my journey ...........it is hard when he is fixing foods I love, but then I decided that is how I got to where I was because of ALL the food I love. I usually sit outside by myself and remind myself why I did this, for ME, or go lay down for a little nap. Everyone assures me it will get better and I am sure it will with every step, every stage, what is nice we have these places to confirm our decisions and deal with the other factors...........good luck on our journey, God Bless:thumbup: