TRACIENEW1217

HI, I'M 40 AND THIS IS LIKE MY 3RD SRGERY I HAD MY WHOLE BODY DONE  IN 2002 BUT WASN'T TOLD BEFORE I SPENT $9800 THAT I NEEDED TO LEARN HOW TO EAT RIGHT AND EXERCISE BEFORE I HAD THE SURGERY DONE, AND I GOT A TUMMY TUCK  ALSO I KNOW WOW :). WELL THE SECOND WAS DONE OUT OF JUST BEING DEPRESSED CAUSE I GAIN ALL  OR MOST OF THE WEIGHT BACK. THEY SAY THE 3RD IS A CHARM I HOPE... I HAVE STRUGGLED WITH MY WEIGHT SINCE MY EARLY TEEN HOOD I HAD MY DAUGHTER WHEN I WAS 17 AND SHE ABOUT TO HAVE HER 1ST CHILD AT AGE 23 SO YEP I'LL BE A GRAND MA LOL . WELL  MOST OF WHY I CAN'T LOSS WEIGHT IS (A LONG STORY SHORTAN) I'M THE YOUNGEST OF 8 AND THE STRONGEST EVERYBODY COMES TO ME AND THEY ALSO SEND THERE CHILDREN TO ME I'M A MARRIGE COUNSELOR, A NURSE, BANKER, COOK.  AND CARE TAKER FOR BOTH PARTENTS  WHO'S BEEN SEPERATED SINCE I WAS BORN LOL YEP AND MY MOM STILL HOLD A GURGE AND I TAKE THEM TO THE SAME DR. AT THE SAME TIME  LOL WHY BECAUSE IT MAKES IT EASIER ON ME ,THE NURSES THINKS IT FUNNY CAUSE MY MOM WON'Y REALLY TALK TO HIM BUT HE CRAKES JOKES AND SHE HAS NO CHOICE LOL SO I SAID THAT TO SAY THIS I CARRY THE WEIGHT  OF THE FAMILY AND I HAVE RELASHIONSHIP AND HEALTH PROBLEMS ON TOP OF ALL THAT LOL YEP BUT GOD KEEPS ME THAT'S HOW I DO IT . I ALSO HAVE PCOS OMG AND I'M ALL THOSE THINGS FOR PEOPLE AT WORK TO I USE TO GET A JOY OUT OF HELPING NOW IT'S A BURDEN I DON'T ENJOY HELPING ANYONE ANYMORE AND THAT'S NOT ME MY GRAND BABY IS COMIN INTO THIS WORLD AND HER AND HER MOM WILL NEED ALL THAT I GAVE OUT AND SOME SO JUST PRAY FOR MY MY NEW START BEGINS TODAY FOR TRACI, MY DAUGHTER, MY GRANDCHILD AND MY BOYFRIEND WHO HAS BEEN THERE MORE THAN THIS OLD WORLD KNOWS :)