i would love to be able to run, jump, play, rollerskate, do silly things, with out other people looking at me and making a rude comment.
i have always been a big girl, and when i was younger i didnt do those things because when i did, i would be ragged on very hard.
now that im older i still want to do those things with my bf
go to the park and fit my butt on the swing, (i can only swing for 10-15 mins before my butt hurts like the dickens!)
id like to sit on his lap with out crushing him.
i want to fit into a seat better, i want to put on a tank top and not feel bad that my arms are showing.
id also like to know why people look at me, if they still do it when im thinner, well at least i will know its not cause im a big girl walking down the street.
sometimes i dont eat a lot because well im not hungry, and when friends and friends of friends and i go out to eat, the friends of friends look suprised that im not scarfing my face. id like that to stop.
if i think of more ill post
thanx for listing.