morgan_banducci

Approved for surgery, celebrating with some cheesecake and doubt. This is the most extreme thing I will have ever done to my body, except for the weight I have put on and the stress and stretching that has done to my body. Second thoughts are happening all the time but the reality of what it would take to do it without the surgery are more than overwhelming, there are those 3 case studies of the people who change their everyday lifestyles and lose 150lbs, but those people are also single, no kids and a little mental. I am committed to this process and this extreme new change in my life, the loose jeans and the old clothes that fit again, that I have so pathetically saved as some form of motivation. I am all over the board about what is to come and that is expected. I am strong as an OX and I will be able to maintain all of the voices and walk them all across the finish line together, my new life is waiting for me at the end with open arms