whew ive so been feeling the same way. i go in for my 1st fill tomorrow am. im prayin for resolve. then i go hmmm is it the cheese was it this or that, thats stalled my success....i know i havent been an exercise diva....but dang. ive done a lot of self doubt/2nd guessing of my decision (like would the bypass have been better). i know society places the stigma of the quick fix, and ithought im above that. ughh. prayin for good numbers tomorrow........i did band kryptonite to break thru the number wall........