My first week was hell week. I was so depressed. My MIL said she would come and push herself on me if I didnt come out of it. It was so not like me. But I did feel the regret, asking myself if what I did was the right thing. Here I am 6 weeks post op and Im down 32 lbs. I know I did the right thing. It gets much better. Hang in there, "This too Shall Pass".