maricruz

My name is Maricruz ans Im 18 years old. Born and raised in mammoth lakes california. I have always had weight issues, but they were mainly all in my head. I was 115 pounds and looking back now I was beautiful, and I love the way my body looked. Back then I hated it, I was so humiliated and I felt like a fat cow. I am the middle child of 5 siblings. I have two older sisters, both beautiful and extremly skinny. My little sister is very skinny as wel. The other part of my family (dads side) they are all over weight. My older sister is 30 ans about 220 and 5'4 we look very much unlike. I struggle with my weight alot now. I cant do everday things, when i get out of the shower im really tired and I can no longer reach parts of my own bodie, such as my back to put lotion on, its horrible. I am short of breath all the time and I cant do the things I used to. I need this surgery, I have alot of self control and disopline and I know that post surgery i will need to keep myself healthy and excersise every day. Hopefully I do get this surgery and start my life over, live a long and healthy life and no longer be in a prison, that is my own body.