I was self pay. I had tons of worries. One of the big ones was that I was taking that money from my family and spending it selfishly on myself. My husband was and is very supportive and assured me I was not only doing something for myself but also my family. I will be making myself healthier. He was right! I was banded in February and I feel like it was well worth it! Now that I have lost some weight I have more energy, and no longer worry about keeping up with our 3 children.
I wish you success on your journey!