OK, so I have my 6th and final appointment with the surgeon on December 1st, then they will submit all my information to the insurance to see if the surgery will be approved. I've been feeling pretty good, ready to have the surgery and get started on my new life. Now, I'm starting to feel the panic feeling of am I really going to go through with something this drastic to lose weight, what if something happens during the surgery, like he slips and cuts something. I have never had any type of surgery before and my thinking was, hey he does this surgery probably more then 30 times a month, what could go wrong. As it gets closer though, boy everything goes through your mind huh. It will more then likely be January so I still have time to prepare myself, for I hope is a wonderful outcome!!! Not sure listening to people in the waiting room talk about how their doing is good for me either. One lady was doing really good, one wasn't doing good at all, and the other one wasn't losing any weight said the doctor was brutal and her scars weren't healing well and she stopped losing weight and hoping another fill would help. Maybe next time I'll wear some headphones and block all that out!!!! :scared2: I have tried everything else and I think this is the best decision for me and pray that everything goes well and I can get started on the new me. Sorry for the long entry this time, just needed to not necessarily vent, just put out there was was on my mind I guess. Hope everyone has a wonderful day!!!