Jessica27
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I'm good. Yesterday was my b-day and turned 28 and i meet w my surgeon and im on my way. I am a little depress but i think its just the lack of a few things but other than that im good . How are you! how was your holiday
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I am getting really depressed. I’m starting my road to surgery. I have a consult schedule in 2weeks. I have already reached it and I even went on youtube and saw the whole surgery. So getting a consult is point less but protocol is protocol. I found out that with my insurance I would have to pay 600 to get my surgery done. That really upset me because I would have to push it back 21/2 months. I just want to get it done because im getting sick and tired of being a whale. I see everybody’s before and after pics and they look great and I can’t wait till it’s me. My best friend is getting married in September and I didn’t want to look like I did in my sisters wedding pics. I found myself very attractive and I think its weight that makes me very insecure. I am in a very deep depression. I have nice hair and it was long and now I just keep in a ponytail because it broke off so bad. I haven’t got my eyebrows down in a while I just want to break free of the feeling I’m I the only one feeling this way?:willy_nilly:
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I am getting really depressed. I’m starting my road to surgery. I have a consult schedule in 2weeks. I have already reached it and I even went on youtube and saw the whole surgery. So getting a consult is point less but protocol is protocol. I found out that with my insurance I would have to pay 600 to get my surgery done. That really upset me because I would have to push it back 21/2 months. I just want to get it done because im getting sick and tired of being a whale. I see everybody’s before and after pics and they look great and I can’t wait till it’s me. My best friend is getting married in September and I didn’t want to look like I did in my sisters wedding pics. I found myself very attractive and I think its weight that makes me very insecure. I am in a very deep depression. I have nice hair and it was long and now I just keep in a ponytail because it broke off so bad. I haven’t got my eyebrows down in a while I just want to break free of the feeling I’m I the only one feeling this way?:cool:
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How did you were u before im 318 now and im getting nervous that i won't lose alot or ill look crazy i was very curvery before i gained my weight you look great how long has it been from surgery -
Hi my name is jessica and i'm planning on getting banned i have my consult appt on 12/5 my birthday im really excited i have been big all my life and it cost me the love of my life he was a butt face but i still luved him i have let my self go and lost my self in food i have sone question to ask you like how do you feel and how did you heal do you have bad scars and is your skin hanging or is it still tight and how much weight have you lost -
My son isn't that glad about it because all my family is here but i think once we get there and he make new friends he'll be o.k and who knows my mom might come with me im tring to bring my nephew with me too well see and screw the man im good by my self
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Thats great i plan on working out but the gym seems so boring to me so i decided to do strip aerobic we had one for my sisters b-party and it was so much fun and the next day i thighs and stomach hurt so bad and i didnt even do the real stuff we just did the lap dance and spining around the poole some of us did get up there but i couldn't get me big self up there but i planed to do that lose weight and might even turn a dude out in the same process ha ha ha !
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Hi my name is jessica and i'm planning on getting banned i have my consult appt on 12/5 my birthday im really excited i have been big all my life and it cost me the love of my life he was a butt face but i still luved him i have let my self go and lost my self in food i have sone question to ask you like how do you feel and how did you heal do you have bad scars and is your skin hanging or is it still tight if you could responsed to me thank you -
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Hi my name is jessica and i'm planning on getting banned i have my consult appt on 12/5 my birthday im really excited i have been big all my life and it cost me the love of my life he was a butt face but i still luved him i have let my self go and lost my self in food i have sone question to ask you like how do you feel and how did you heal do you have bad scars and is your skin hanging or is it still tight if you could responsed to me thank you -
Hi my name is jessica and i'm planning on getting banned i have my consult appt on 12/5 my birthday im really excited i have been big all my life and it cost me the love of my life he was a butt face but i still luved him i have let my self go and lost my self in food i have sone question to ask you like how do you feel and how did you heal do you have bad scars and is your skin hanging or is it still tight if you could responsed to me thank you -
Hi my name is jessica and i'm planning on getting banned i have my consult appt on 12/5 my birthday im really excited i have been big all my life and it cost me the love of my life he was a butt face but i still luved him i have let my self go and lost my self in food i have sone question to ask you like how do you feel and how did you heal do you have bad scars and is your skin hanging or is it still tight if you could responsed to me thank you -
Hi my name is jessica and i'm planning on getting banned i have my consult appt on 12/5 my birthday im really excited i have been big all my life and it cost me the love of my life he was a butt face but i still luved him i have let my self go and lost my self in food i have sone question to ask you like how do you feel and how did you heal do you have bad scars and is your skin hanging or is it still tight if you could responsed to me thank you
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Thanks and i understand thatnow i was holding on to a dream w have a son together and i felt like we should be together but im glad but he lied and had another baby and now him and has bm/gfriend are happy but im glad he did that im glad he stepped off we didn't match and im doing great with out him i needed somethig he couldn't provide for me im not saying he is a bad person but he was not the right dude for me but once i get banned and i do drop the weight i can bet all that i have we will be back saying he always loved me and it was everybody else in his head but to long so gone i have my consult and i can't wait to get started i don't drink or smoke so i dont think i have to done alot of testing i hope i just want to get started i haven't told any of my friends yet i just told my dad he was happy about it he usually he worries about everything i wish you the best of luck and please keep my udpdated w ur process and ill check in with u about mine
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:lol:Thats great im planning on going back to school for my rn i want to work on L&D floor i live in philly right now but i want to move to alphareetta ga i have been looking at houses and jobs there i really want to move and leave the fat and low self-esteam here i realli lost wo i was i was so confident of myself and now im trining to get that jessica back im getting her back slowly and i love it but i think once i get banned that will be the last step:lol:
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Hi my name is jessica and i'm planning on getting banned i have my consult appt on 12/5 my birthday im really excited i have been big all my life and it cost me the love of my life he was a butt face but i still luved him i have let my self go and lost my self in food i have sone question to ask you like how do you feel and how did you heal do you have bad scars and is your skin hanging or is it still tight if you could responsed to me thank you
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Im getting banned @ temple u i have a consult on 12/5 so i hope not long after that i work at a hospital in a radiology dept so i can get most of the test done on the clock how much weight have you lost so far and what do you think of it
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Hi my name is jessica and i'm planning on getting banned i have my consult appt on 12/5 my birthday im really excited i have been big all my life and it cost me the love of my life he was a butt face but i still luved him i have let my self go and lost my self in food i have sone question to ask you like how do you feel and how did you heal do you have bad scars and is your skin hanging or is it still tight we are the same size low long did it take you to lose youe weight and how much did you lose if you could responsed to me thank you
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Hi my name is jessica and i'm planning on getting banned i have my consult appt on 12/5 my birthday im really excited i have been big all my life and it cost me the love of my life he was a butt face but i still luved him i have let my self go and lost my self in food i have sone question to ask you like how do you feel and how did you heal do you have bad scars and is your skin hanging or is it still tight we have the samr body type and we weight the same you look tall than me im only 5'2 how much weight have tou lost so far. if you could responsed to me thank you -
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Hi my name is jessica and i'm planning on getting banned i have my consult appt on 12/5 my birthday im really excited i have been big all my life and it cost me the love of my life he was a butt face but i still luved him i have let my self go and lost my self in food i have sone question to ask you like how do you feel and how did you heal do you have bad scars and is your skin hanging or is it still tight if you could responsed to me thank you -
Hi all ! :thumbup:I kinda new here i tried to get started 2yrs ago but my insurance was cut off. So here i am. I have my frist consult on 12/5 my B-day actually. But i have been researching like crazy. I even went on YouTube and Dr. Mallory did the hole thing from start to finish. I was so interesting. No bleeding and the info was the best. I know its going to be alot of hard work but im up for it. Becaude being fat is making me so unhappy.:angry_smile:
