First of all, let me thank everyone for your support & encouragement. I am very excited to start my journey.
To EmilyGrace: I complete understand where you are coming from, but what I think finalized my decision was this thought: Everyday probably millions of people around the world have elective cosmetic surgery such as breast implants, tummy tucks, and face lifts (where they put staples in your head!) No one ever dies from having small boobs, extra skin hanging from their midsection or wrinkles! But there are so many problems that come along with obesity. After struggling with weight over the last 10-15 years and being on the losing end of the battle, I've had enough. So this is my elective cosmetic surgery that may end up actually saving my life. I've been through two c-sections which is a much more serious surgery imo. And getting my life back and actually feeling proud to be in pictures with my 4 children instead of hiding behind the camera is WELL worth the risk I will be taking! Not to mention I have very high confidence in the surgeon I have selected. I've heard nothing but postive things about him and I feel confident that I am in skilled, trustworthy hand. Thank you so much for your concern, but I for sure feel ready to do this. That doesn't mean of course that I'm not nervous, I'd be crazy not to, but it comes from a good place. Wish me luck everyone! My date is 8/5/10.