Pickles26

I was banded 8/4/10... yup that's two days ago. I'm already thinking did I do the right thing? I'm a Christian did I not call upon God and isn't he capable of helping me through anything. Why didn't I trust in him for my weight issues. I've struggled with this since the beginning. But now that it's done it's become more of a reality. I'm scarred and I know it will pass but I'm still scarred right now.:redface:

I suffer from depression so I was a bit sensitive after the surgery. It took about a month and even though right now I'm struggling to find my sweet spot I'm really happy I did it. Part of me thinks maybe I should have even gone further and gotten the sleeve but then I think of the complications that could of happend and I think the band was the safest option for me.

I had my first fill almost three weeks ago. I can still eat a regular plate full of food (about 3-4 cups) with no complications. No certain foods are hard to get down I dont even feel uncomfortable when I know I'm full. I'm thankful that I haven't suffered any major complications with my band but should I be worried that it's not really restricting me after my first fill?

I was Debbie Downer on my last post and didn't recieve any of the responces I needed to here. However, this thread has really helped set my heart at ease. I felt so much guilt for not trusting in God to help me with my weight issues but this has been a toold that God has provided me. I'm excited to not have food controlling my life. Thank you for everyone's responces they have helped me so much.

I was banded 8/4/10! So glad I'm not the only one lol. At first you feel that way. Did anyone have the "Oh No!!! What did I just do?" moment the first couple of days??? I'm a week out today and I'm up to soups. I've eaten chicken shreds and chrimp but chewed them til the flavor ran out lol! Water is key here but I can only drink so much. How is everyone feeling?

I've struggled with my weight my whole life. I'm at my heaviest 235lbs my lightest 115lbs. I've been approved for surgery and even have a date less then 30 days away and now I'm thinking of cancelling it. I'm terrified. I'm thinking if I'm really ready to do this I should be excited or happy but I'm not. So I must not be ready yet, right? Here is a list of the reasons for my fear... 1. I hate the thought of limiting what I'll eat not quantity wise but damn can I have a slice of bread and not worry? 2. I'm losing my best friend. My sidekick, my hiding place when the world gets rough. What am I gonna do when I get overwhelmed or hurt. I can't eat anymore so whats next? 3. Most importantly, is this really going to help me? I'm not overweight because of my portions necessarily. I'm overwight because I've found happiness in food. I mean to be honest I love IT more then I love myself. So will this help? Is there another way I can be "fixed?" If my challange with food is mental why am I doing something physical to accomplish my goal. I'm so confused. I'm terrified. Any input would help. Thank you.

I still have my doubts well... I wouldn't even call them doubts. Just fear of the unexpected. I was on yooutube and saw all these anti-band posts from a doctor! Saying that's basically gastric bypasss is really the only way to go. Now I know he's wrong. Just by the responces I've gotten on here. I'm so thankful for your honesty and taking the time to respond to my post. I truly appreciate it. As of right now I will be having my surgery June 7th, 2010. Very excited. Ill keep you all posted.

Way to break it down. I greatly appreciate this post.

I just got your message on the other post I had. I posted it twice because I belive there are two forums. One for pre-op and post-op. I really wanted input from both people. If I post it on either one will everyone still be able to read it? Anyways thanks for the advice. I too have lost 80 pounds twice in my lifetime only to gain it back. You saying that was a bit of an eye opener. thanks.

I've struggled with my weight my whole life. I'm at my heaviest 235lbs my lightest 115lbs. I've been approved for surgery and even have a date less then 30 days away and now I'm thinking of cancelling it. I'm terrified. I'm thinking if I'm really ready to do this I should be excited or happy but I'm not. So I must not be ready yet, right? Here is a list of the reasons for my fear... 1. I hate the thought of limiting what I'll eat not quantity wise but damn can I have a slice of bread and not worry? 2. I'm losing my best friend. My sidekick, my hiding place when the world gets rough. What am I gonna do when I get overwhelmed or hurt. I can't eat anymore so whats next? 3. Most importantly, is this really going to help me? I'm not overweight because of my portions necessarily. I'm overwight because I've found happiness in food. I mean to be honest I love IT more then I love myself. So will this help? Is there another way I can be "fixed?" If my challange with food is mental why am I doing something physical to accomplish my goal. I'm so confused. I'm terrified. Any input would help. Thank you.

Thank you TKE100 I needed to hear that.