pigwithwings

What can I say, except I feel so fat I dont even want to do stuff with my husband. I know he Loves me, but Im so embarressed because sometimes I catch him starring at other women who are hotties. I am not getting the Lap Band for him, I will do this for me because I loath at what I have become everytime I look in the mirror. I dont even know if I quilify. I will know soon enoungh. I would love to play with my children more and would love to walk with no pain in my knees. I can no longer live in denial about my weight, and truth is mom died of diabetic, and dad too is a diabetic and have high blood pressure. I am looking for people who are walking thru this season in their lives and to share the good and bad of daily walk living with the lap band. loooking for peeps who I can laugh and cry with and LORD WILLING I will the the first real pig that fly's!!!