Why does food have to be so hard? Its just food! Its purpose is to keep us alive.
I have less than a week away from my doc appt. for my liquid diet and my class less than a month away from me surgery. I wanted to loose 5lbs by monday. Been working over a week for this goal! I have walked a mile every day for the last 4 days. but,its food.
I love to walk! I love to listen to my MP3 player and just walk. but, the damn food. I know I will feel like shit after I eat. I will hate myself after I eat. I will hate that I just ate back anything I burned from walking. So, what was the point in walking if I was going to come home and eat the calories back??
Why do I keep doing this to myself. Its crazy That I want so bad to be healthy and fit but I am always in my way??!?
Anyone else having my problems, or am I just a nut!:confused:
and to top it off. I have like a spider from hell in my house I cant catch. Death to the spider when I find him!!!