I would look into a local doctor who can sit down and talk with you about banding. I researched it for 5 years argued with my doctor about doing it as he believed i could do it on my own, spent thousands in over the counter wight loss garbage and nutrionists and now finally here I am two days post surgey and feel great. I cant wait to move on through my new life. The other thing i would say is if people tell you that you would be so pretty if you were only skinny they are only going to find something else wrong with you when you arte skinny so take stock in yourself and make the right decisions for you
Good luck