vanzmom

After trying many times to lose weight only to gain it all back (and then some), I decided to have Lapband surgery.  It was a scary decision and a huge adjustment at first.  I knew my life would change but figured that I could handle it.  After finally being able to eat soft foods I was wishing that I had not waited until the Christmas season to have the surgery.  I was banded on December 3rd and did so because we met our deductible and I needed to get it done before the end of the year.  I just kept telling myself that next year the holidays will be back to normal (somewhat) and I was ready for the change.  I toyed with telling people about the surgery and I am so glad that I didn't try to  hide anything.  Everyone has been so wonderful and supportive of me.  I have since lost about 40 lbs and have much more energy now that I have joined a gym and am working out.