OMGosh! Thank you guys so much! All of your comments have helped pick me back up off the floor.
Turns out, what I call a binge and my doctor calls a binge are two different things lol. So no "official" binge. But I did fall off the wagon, and he said just as "CheckYes" did: NOT TO DO IT EVER AGAIN. And for the same resons. So, I am glad to say Im back on protien liquid and looking forward to losing more weight. 10lbs gone this week! The nice thing is, Im not REALLY hungry. Even when I fell off the wagon, it wasnt because I was hungry, I just had the urge to chew, and chew, and chew more. So I have no fills and yet Im still feeling good. Thanks again to all of you for the support. Cant wait to make some band friends here =)