Wishingforanewme

I am wishing for a new me. Truly I am. Ii think she is hiding under this winter coat. She is a healthier version of me. She is active and can go days without back and knee pain, she takes minimal medication. She looks for clothing and doesn't have to consider how tight, or silly it looks on someone this big "After all, who does she think she is wearing that?". I am completing my initial appointments and when that is done I will work wiith the surgeon and determine if he will do this surgery for me.   I wish he would as I need a tool to help me.