fromthick2thin

So basically Ive been trying to lose for quite some time now. ive been overweight for a really long time since i was 19 and im 25 now. ive always been bigger than all my friends but never obese! most of my friends are alot smaller than me. To me this weight loss isnt about how im going to look after i lose the weight its more so how my body is going to feel. i really want to feel good about myself. and i want to be able to look in the mirror and recognize who im looking at. i feel like over the passed 5 years ive kinda let myself go. and i dont really know an exact reason why. and i cant even say i have an excuse because really there is no excuse. i just want to be happy again. and i want to have a family with my husband because i know thats important to the both of us. anyways im here on this site to get information about the lap band from everyone who can provide info. :)