thinatheart

19 days till surgery.....4/30. I am out of control. I bought candy like it is the last supper or something. I wish the date were sooner but I am so grateful to God I am able to self pay on this.

A little history on me. My top weight was 267. I lost weight through eating when I was hungry and stopping when "satisfied" Problem was I wasn't loosing unless I was still hungry. I put 50 lbs on within the last 6 years. Dissappointed but letting that go. I am grateful I didn't gain it all and I am also grateful I don't binge anymore. When I buy candy it is one not 10 like in the past............praise God! So I am ready to take this tool and get thin and healthy. I want to live another 35 to 40 years and have great grandbabies!!