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I havent decided yet if I am going to get the surgery. Although I REALLY want it, it is very expensive.  If I do decide to get it done I will update this section.
Well, I think ive come to the decision of getting the WLS.  I dont know when or how but I will be getting it done.  Ive also decided not to tell my friends, family or coworkers... the only person being supportive in my decision is my mom and ive told 4 people. That is enough people for me to know that ill be getting a lot of flac that i dont need in such a critical time in my life.  Tomorrow I will be going to the doctor to be referred to a surgeon, hopefully i dont have to wait a year! I always think people are looking at me because im fat or my friends dont want me to lose weight cause ill end up being skinnier than them... Pretty sad when you think your own friends are out to get you.   I want people to look at me and be like DAMN girl.. lol   I just want to shock everyone!


Im tired of being the fat friend...