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My stories starts probably since i was 4/5 I have been overweight at first really it was not such a big deal because the person I loved most in my life was overweight and truly i wanted to be just like my grandmother so it was okay that I was big (just like her) . But then in 1998 when i was 21 she passed away a week before she was to go in to a living facility for being morbidly obese and she could not lose the weight any other way but needed to save her life.Well this never happened she did not make it and that started me on my jorney about a year after that i started on my journey to change my life so that i would not end up in that position. For me it has been a question of do I want to live I mean really live or do I just want to be here until I die.I choose to live and although I have fallen before this to me, is a change of life and I am willing to do my best in order to stay focused and even when I fall down I will get back up and keep going.