E'sMommy

I'm doing well, have been super busy. Haven't really been following my pre-op diet, but I am still down, so I guess that's what matters right? Surgery is Tuesday, although this time it feels different... not as excited about it as the first scheduled one, I feel like I just want to get it over with. And now I am scared, I am scared that I wont be able to lose weight even with surgery, I'm super afraid of failing... I dont knwo mixed feelings ya know? other than that... not much. I've been thinking about you as well, hoping that it's all been good for you, but since I havent really had time to even breathe... I havent been able to write.

How is post-op treating you? how much are you down now? you need to post some pics... maybe that will motivate me..

Anyhoo, gotta run, gotta go get some last minute blood work done for my surgery on tuesday. Take care and keep in touch. Have a beautiful Mother's day if I don't get to talk to you before.