xxLaireaxx

I'm glad you're feeling better It was an english paper. TEN PAGES on the symbolism of blood

Lol it works but barely xD I need new techniques

Yeah literally two weeks lol. It's been good so far, I've lost a decent amount, but I know I could be doing better especially once I start exercising. Yeah the class schedule thing is gonna be a problem for me too, I hate that, but I'll manage. I hope time does go fast for me too lol

Oh lol I think I know of it. Yeah I felt like that too like "Can we just do this already?" With certain insurances/health coverages you don't even need the six months -.-. But I think it helps anyway

Yeah I will be careful lol. Man I wish I had a snow day >< I'd rather not go to school lol laziness. There's supposed to be a storm coming, who knows? But I doubt it :\

Rainbow has nice clothes, but honestly they're horrible quality and the people who work in rainbows arent very nice so be careful. I used to like that store but they don't go that big so i stopped going

I like to write: poetry, stories, etc. I think I'm going to be a high school English teacher or Drama teacher if I decide to minor in theater

Lol rambling is good for the soul. I think this experience will definitely be one to tear you down before it builds you up confidence wise though. Because about a week after I had the surgery I already started realizing. "What the heck am I going to do?" It's hard to gain something that's invisible and you've never had to know how it feels. I've always faked confidence, gone for things people will tell me not to and been a people pleaser, but at the same time I've never thought about what I've wanted to pursue. If I could actually make my dreams come true etc. Like I've always wanted to be in a band. But "who wants an overweight lead singer?" soooo overall I just...I'm wondering so much lately about what's possible now. And I hate not knowing...so it's a break down you know...it's weird

I wish it didn't exist too I stress out a lot...more than necessary lol

I know! Lol but it's done and I survived and now that my mind is free from schoolwork essays it's moved on to thinking of my uncertain future and stuff. I have had so many rambling thoughts lately it's crazy...too much going on because of this weight loss. It gets surreal and scary you know.

Yeah It's snowing a ton now, but I doubt our Mayor would cancel school because he sucks. I hate volleyball too. But mostly because I tend to get hit in the face by every round thing in gym...My teacher demonstrated throwing a football once...It hit my head lol