HOLY motivation??? Wow thank you all so much, I couldnt of asked for more information, encouragement, and the kick in the pants that I needed. THANK YOU! As I was reading it I was thinking..shes right, ya, I never thought of it that way..this morning I had a revolation of sorts. I said to myself that this fast is the light to the top of the moutain. Its a dark road and to keep the lantern lit I need to stick to this...other wise the light goes out and the path to the top is dark. Silly? Maybe but, it got me thinking....And believing.