Scarred4Life

Lu, Please keep us updated. I am currently in the same boat... My first year after banding I was quite successful. I hit a plateau - which I figured was to be expected... but this past year, I have been putting weight back on - I know stress management is something I need to work on, and it certainly wouldnt hurt me to walk a little longer or farther either. But I do find it discouraging... In someways I am embarrassed to go back to my doctor because I feel like a failure.. But in my heart and mind, if I do nothing, than I am destine to fail.. Best of luck to us both!

Okay.. so its been awhile since I was on last.. and apparently, I need to be on here more than every. I "was" doing pretty well.. On my last appointment I got a "small" fill (when I probably could have stayed where I was).. and then in the 3 months from then to my next appointment - I was having difficulty keeping many things down - and ended up gaining 11lbs. From the weigh in - till the time my surgeon came in seemed like forever - it was a feeling that I havent felt since I was a kid.. when I would get in trouble and have to wait in my room until my dad got home to scold me.. (sigh) Lucky for me - I have a fantastic surgeon - he wasnt thrilled, but didnt make me feel like a bad person for it (No Need - I had my own thoughts of disappointment) - I had him remove whatever he put in from the time before (this was EARLY December) but my weight hasnt moved.. its just sitting there.. Just reading back through the pages that Ive missed - seems like I am not the only one having trouble getting my weight loss back on track... So those of you that have gotten stuck at some point - what are the first steps in ramping back up to being successful?? Doc said for me not to eat anything soft. Go with solids.. but thats making me sick, or I will get sick, and then go back for more because I didnt hold anything down from the first time.. Any insight is appreciated! I am still happy with as far as I have come, but know that I still have a journey in front me. I am thankful to put the holidays behind me (as well as 2011).. Best of luck to us all in 2012!! ~Tiffany

Okay... So today is my One-Year Bandiversary, just so happens that my follow up appointment with my surgeon was today, too.. I made it!! I lost 13 pounds since my last visit.. puts me at a total of 103 pOuNdS!!! (whoop whoop!) He told me if a year ago, I weighted 2 pounds less that I do now, I would no longer be a candidate for surgery.. I have gone from a BMI of 50.5 to 35.2. From a TIGHT size 26 to a LOOSE 16 - I need to get a pair of 14's but just dont have the cash for all these clothes.. But let me tell you - he showed me a picture that they took of me before surgery (and WHY they spent a full cartridge of colored ink to print a full page picture to put in my medical file...) regardless... It was shocking for me to see that... If you asked me - even though my clothes are smaller - I dont "see" a difference in the way my body looks.. Obviously its there - because the body I drag around now looks nothing like what that picture showed me.. {{{shudder}}} I am very proud, not just of myself - but to us all!! Look forward to setting new goals (like exercise?) and getting on here more frequently to stay on track and hold myself more accountable. Way to go, friends!!

Lisa, I have the answer...3.7cc's. Just so happened that my surgeons office called today, and they were able to give me the info.. So now we know!

Hi, Lisa! You will have to let me get back to you on how many cc's are in my band... I will have to ask at my next appointment. Does everyone seem to be given this information at their appointments? My surgeon has never told me the amount of how much he puts in with each fill.. But I am sure he would tell me if I asked, it just never occurred to me, or mattered much as long as the results were showing through. I am the one who decides as to whether I need a fill or not.. He has had the table prepped for me, and I have told him I am happy where I am, and want to wait it out a little more - or I am quick to lay down and pull my shirt up and tell him to give me the juice! I am thankful that I have a good relationship with my surgeon. He is supportive, but there is no b.s. with him.. Lisa, 60 pounds is an amazing accomplishment.. dont lose sight of that, or dismiss it in any way.. I had 30 more pounds to lose than you to start off.. so you and I are probably running just about even. My daily menu is nothing to brag about, because I dont think it is quite right. I usually dont eat Breakfast (bad, I know) sometimes I will drink a Protein shake - but not the ones that are bariatric-surgery approved, I dont believe.. (I drink a sugar free 100 calorie Muscle Milk) lunch I typically eat 2-3 slices of deli cut turkey and 3-4 slices of sharp cheddar (block style) I keep these in my fridge at work... If later on I am still hungry, I keep a jar of Planters Peanuts at my desk and will pour a capful out onto a paperplate, and snack on that - which is bad - because I usually snack blindly.. When I get home, I cook dinner - still trying to appeal to my husband and son.. so its usually a Pasta, grilled chicken, and a veggie.. I eat off the same size plate that I serve my two year old on, and try to invision a "cups" worth of food. Some meals are more dense than others - to where I dont finish, other times I want 2nds.. if thats the case, I try to make the extra helping strictly Protein. I also try to include a bread with my meal - because I know I dont handle "breads" well.. Tonight was Soup & grilled cheese for dinner (we have all managed to be stricken with Strep Throat). So, I had 1/2 a grilled cheese sandwich (made on the George Forman - no oil, no butter) and chicken noodle soup.. I didnt get too far on the soup as far as eating it. Just enough to dampen the bread to allow me to keep it down, but not so much that it would make it a slider food. So, I certainly think my meal planning is in need of a much fresher look and re-vamp.. and I have got to get back to working out.. Whew!

Well... I am on the same yo-yo ride that a lot of others seem to be on.. I have continually managed to lose weight each time I weigh in - but my weigh-ins are fewer and far between and not quite hitting that 1-2lb per week quota that they say is the norm... I have found, as silly as this seems - that on the week before I weigh in, I drink 1.5-2 gals of water a day.. and wear high heels to work.. Haha! I think maybe if I would pull out all of my pre-op information, and actually used their sample menu, that maybe I could "jump start" my metabolism again.. but stress and a 2 year old (some times they are one in the same) tend to make things that one would think would be simple - quite difficult. (sigh) But on the up side of things.. My weigh in on Thursday resulted in a 7 pound loss.. which brings me to 90 POUNDS!!! (Yay!!) Which brought me to my next goal of getting down to the weight I was when I met my husband... Now.. the next goal is another 10 pounds to meet the "100 Pounds Down".. then the goal after that is to finally hit "Onederland"!! (whoop! whoop!) I started this thing at 327 pounds, size 26 jeans and a 3x top.. Now I am 237 pounds, size 18/20 jeans (depending on the cut) and I bought my first XL shirt Friday (not a 1X, but an XL - dont ask me the difference, cause I dont know - but the fact there is a standard size printed on the inside of my shirt?!? Man, that feels good!! Now its a matter of getting this skin to tighten up.. I keep a thigh-master under my desk at work..LOL.. luckily no one sees me.. All in time, right?? Hope all is well with my fellow-band-rock-stars!!!

Okay... Here I am again! Its only been...what??.. 4 months?? My goodness.. I am trying to catch up on all of the posts. I know in January, I didnt see much difference in myself after losing a little over 50 pounds.. but now that I have lost a little over 80 pounds.. I do see a difference.. I am HALF WAY THERE!! I used to think "How sad.. I am only half way there.." But I had to sit back and ask myself.. Really, with all the other attempts at weight loss.. when did I ever make it a QUARTER of the way there without getting defeated.. and its only been 8 months.. I have already passed the amount of weight that my surgeon predicted I would lose in the first year.. so I still have 4 months to really WOW him, and more importantly - MYSELF!! Looking at everyones tickers on this thing.. You guys are doing FAAAAAAAAAAAAANTASTIC!!!!

Lyla, Too funny! I was literally brushing at the back of my leg trying to figure out what I had sat in.. I know I have been *feeling* better.. but I still dont see difference.. I think maybe because I still have such a large amount to go..? And I am constantly reminding myself that its only been 4 months, and need to cut myself a little slack... and learn that slack doesnt come in the form of Moon Pies. Before I went into surgery, my doctors office took a picture of me.. one that I didnt see.. and my surgeon told me that I should ask the girl up front to pull it up so I could see how far I have come. I left the office without looking at the picture... I think I will save that moment of horror when its a little farther behind me.. I dont want to still resemble that girl. You are doing absolutely SUPER.. 83 POUNDS?!? WoWoWoWoW!! You are more than half way to your goal. How exciting! When did you start seeing the results for yourself? Keep it up, girlie!

Hi, guys!! I know, I know... I am never on this think like I was BEFORE I got banded.. Life tends to sweep you up and move you through the days pretty quickly, it seems. I went to my doc this afternoon to see where I am.. Just before Christmas I made my personal goal of 50 pounds, and he stretched out my time in between appointments from every month to every 6 weeks now.. SO.. here I am, nervous as can be because of the holidays.. and even though this is so horrible to admit, I have rekindled my love of moon pies.. I mean, what the hell?? The last time I ate a moon pie (before this last episode) had to of been 12 years ago... If I could go that long - why is it now that I keep thinking of them.. Damn them, and all their marshmellow deliciousness! But.. according to the scale, I have managed to lose another 10 pounds.. so that puts me down 60 pounds. Which is wonderful, so I will not go without giving myself a pat on the back - Oh, but how I wish there was a way to "pat" (pound/beat/pummel) the moonpie out of my system that I ate last week... Arrgh! This is still a learning process for me. Wow.. 60 pounds. Sounds great, right?? How is it that I dont "see" a difference... yes, I am down 1 pant size. but when its just me and the mirror?? I feel like I look the very same, just hangs lower. I will say that the other day I felt something brushing the back of my thigh.. I was horrified to find out that it was my very own buttcheek... please let it stop at the back of my thigh.. if something starts tickling the back of my knee...?? Oh goodness!

Okay guys... well, I just went in for my 90 day visit. I lost another 8 pounds and so that puts me at a total of 50 pounds... one of my Christmas wishes. Yay! Hope all is well for everyone else out there! ...and if I dont get back on, let me say it now... HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

Wow!! Wasnt certain if I would find you guys again.. My goodness.. What happened to the site??? Things are going well for me.. Still learning life with the band and loving it! Hoping to meet 50 pounds by Christmas... Here's to hoping! Hope to get a full day to read up on what Ive been missing on for the couple months! Hope all is well...

Thanks, Bunny! I will have to tell her she is my Diet Angel.. I think we could all use one of those from time to time - I will have to see if she is willing to travel, and we will pass her around from time to time. :w00t: Well... I had my first fill today... I thought they would just give me back what they took out after surgery? Nope. When I wasnt able to keep down fluids - they took 2.5cc's out of my band - today? They put only 1cc back - and he was kind of "iffy" as to whether or not I needed a fill. I lost an additional 8lbs. :biggrin: So, here we go 9lbs (6mos waiting) + 16lbs (pre-op to surgery) + 8 lbs (surgery to first fill) = 33 lbs total :laugh:

Wow... hey guys! I guess its been..oh?? 12 pages ago since I have written last.. Why is that? Before surgery, I was on this thing practically every night - now? Not so much. I was given new/more responsibilities at work - without extra pay. My son has hit the "terrible twos" stage prematurely.. I am hoping that means that there will be some kind of pay out in the future - like he will start listening to me by age 23 instead of 25. Hahaha! As far as banded life - From eval to pre-op I had lost 9lbs. From pre-op to surgery follow-up, I had lost 16lbs.. so what? 25lbs total?? Tomorrow I go in for my first fill... which they are more than likely going to put what they took out back in. They had primed my band during surgery - however, due to swelling of my stomach - it was causing me to choke on water - and I was dehydrated.. so out the fluid went - and I was actually able to get in my 64oz/daily. I tend to favor soft foods, but they leave me hungry. So I tried adding in bread/pasta - as much as I love them, they cause me to puke everytime. I know alot has to do with not chewing my food properly. I try to take my time and count each chew.. but when you have a kids who flys by trying to swipe a knife off the kitchen counter, jumps up into a recliner and stands up and rocks back and forth, tries to ride the family beagle, and can get his shorts and diaper off in half the time it takes to catch him - just to wrestle one back on him.... Yeah - you tend to swallow whatever is in in your mouth to cry to keep him from getting hurt. I am hoping to have lost atleast 10 more pounds. But, admittedly - I have been less than perfect. I had a bite of ice cream, and luckily have a co-worker who is stronger when it comes to food than I. I am all about moderation, so if I want a taste of something - I feel one bite is okay.. but not a whole serving.. Last week, someone brought in Pumpkin Bars.. my favorite. I had a small bite, and handed the plate to my friend/co-worker who is also dieting - she took one bite - and then threw it away. She also *assures* me that the fresh doughnuts that are brought in every Friday are disgusting and swears that she saw the "unkept" office lady handling each and every one of them in the box... It sounds funny, but it has kept the temptation to look at them away! Hope all are doing well... I have a whiny baby pulling at me. Good night all - I will see you in the next 12 pages. :huh2: