saldidacus82

I get it, believe me. My experience isn't exactly as yours, though, because I was not a big girl my entire life. I was a normal kid, anorexic until my early twenties, and discovered the "comfort" in overeating as a young mom. I've had bouts of thin and fat on and off for nearly thirty years since. So yes, I have been on the bad end of it. I know what it's like to be treated as if you're not a person at all because you're big. To be invisible to men. I also know what it's like to be the most attractive woman in the room, and how to use that to get whatever the hell I wanted. Quite a conundrum. When you get there (thin - and you WILL get there) ... you're going to feel and think things you'll never believe you would feel or think. Not all good, not all bad, but surprising. Take it from one who has been there a lot. But the fun element, the fact that everywhere you go people will treat you incredibly differently, well that fun element will knock your socks off! Stay well.