lamachine69

well my story starts out myself being very excited and a little scared to initially to have the surgery, everything they were telling me was very positve, as iwas only aprox. fourty pounds overweight. all my friends and family thought i was nuts getting this surgery. thry all thought i could do it on my own, but i guess alot of people dont know what its like to have aeating disorder all your life. i am three months out and yet to loose any weight , my doctor tells me im not being compliant, im learning to hate that word im going in monday to have afill, lets see were it takes me. to say im frustrated would be an understatement. ill right my next blog soon