Awww, thanks everyone for your comments! My husband totally supports me, although he doesn't get why, and he won't because he's never walked in MY shoes. I am miserable, tired and not happy. It seems strange and foreign to think that could ALL change in ONE month. Almost seems surreal....I just really can't imagine what a change this will be for me, I see what it has done for so many, and only hope I can join. Only one of my friends supports me in this decision and that makes it a bit hard! I am glad I have you all...out there!!!