SexybeastCA

Hi there-im NEWI have my surgery date of jan 13 '10 and im the kind of person that Over Analyze Everything and can easily just freak myself out....I have to admit...im a lazy girl by nature-i hate exercising and dieting....i am telling myself that this is going to be a NEW life for me...not so much a DIET per say but a Lifestyle change that My body DESERVES....I tell myserf that in order to Look like a model one must EAT like a model.....Hence the Small Portions not the Unhealthy part of it.....and now that i have 2 small children i dont want them to grow up with weight issues like i did......i dont want them to be the chubby kid in school or picked LAST for stuff because of it....i want to be the sexy mom that the kids look up to and a good example for MY kids AND most importantly i want to have HOT PASSIONATE SEX with my husband and FEEL and LOOK Sexy for him and be his "Trophy Wife" lolhe laughs with me too and he cant wait to benefit from the smaller serving from now on.....He is excited to loose weight with me too.....And i also want to keep up with my boy and girl and be around for them when they have their own kids....my parents are now deceased and i could really use their help most of the time....so i want to stick around to help my kids out and keep up with my grand babies too.  So my journey is about to begin...I want my 40's to be my new 30's....i just hope i can handle this and not let the Band down.....I CANT AFFORD TO FAIL......I WILL DO THIS!!!!!!!!