Hi Out there-
i dont want to sound Silly or have this sound Frivolous BUT i have this image in my head that after this surgery i will turn into this FREAK :sad: Meaning that when i go out to dinner with friends i will not longer be able to have a drink with them or enjoy ANY kind of beverages with friends anymore since we cant drink anything 30 prior or after.....Told u this sounds real silly :biggrin: I guess i just like to know what to expect so i can talk my self through this but i dont know what to really expect......Then again is this how models and celebraties must feel....being soooo restricted on certain things....so then i tell myself, Well if u want to have bodies u need to make some efforts some where...who cares if u cant have a cosmo with the girls anymore.....you'll be able to shop at Forever 21 stores and wear fitted jeans that DONT have elastic at the waist......I am Good at overanalyzing things....Is this what im doing or is it gonna feel freakish with all these changes.....HELP.......!!!!!! I need to hear the GOOD the BAD and the UGLY of it......i need to mentally prepare for this......:biggrin: What is the first month really like and when does it get better...????
Freaked Out~
