Jadeite

Anyhoo. I'm doing ok. Got my period this week and it was a lot heavier than it usually is, I'm guessing from the Lovonox (blood thinner shot I got pre op). I am only down 5lbs since surgery. Well I gained 8 during surgery and I lost that too but I'm not counting it. I think I haven't lost more because I have yet to consume more that 700 calories a day. I'm not really hungry and I'm a little scared to eat too much since I'm still healing and stuff. I noticed that leading up to the surgery if I went below 1000 calories my weight loss would stall so I think I just need more calories and I'll be golden. Today I'm trying to get more in. It's such a mind !@** to think that I have to eat MORE! After trying to train myself to eat less.

No regrets. I feel 100% back to normal.

You know thinking back and looking through my closet I realize that the weight/size I'm at right now is where I always seem to get stuck. Then start gaining again. This time that wont happen!!!!!

-Kate