4me2

I am getting ready to have surgery next month,  I am really scared for several reasons.  1) $10K is alot of money that could be used towards other things 2) What if it doesn't work 3) Any surgery is a risk.  I am really getting nervous and looking for some reassurance and support.  I want to lose weight so badly.  I want energy again, self-esteem and not to be so damn depressed.  Am I fat cuz Im depressed or depressed cuz Im fat?  I hate wearing sweat pants everyday because thats the only thing that fits me comfortably.  So many reasons to take the chance and do this surgery.