nicoleperry12

I have been a big girl my entire life. The worst part, is that my weight has never been steady, I've always gained, all the time. Every year I weigh more and more. I have tried dieting, exercising, starving, throwing up my food, drinking water before meals, changing the foods that I eat. I have done it all, and I can't seem to get a control on my weight. I was suggested from my dietician to have the lap band done April 2009. I chickened out and did not get the surgery done. But, now, after I stare at myself in the mirror, sickened by what I see, seeing  people stare at me, and seeing the way my husband looks at the women on t.v., and I want to be seen for being beautiful, not morbidly obese.