Fonz0438

what if you have to get excited to exceed size requirements?

I am an alcaholic and have been sober for three years! I see lots of women in aa who have had the surgery. I was recently banded and atten oa meetings but mostly aa for all my vices. I ask myself is this god's will for me and if not i move on. I have a sponsor and someone whom I share all aspects of my life even the thinks i am afraid others might find out. I really believe live must be live in balance Mind,Body and spirit. Why did I have the surgery? The band is my food sponsor in some ways.:rolleyes2:

I agree with getting an attitude of gratitude and go try to help someone else! Call somebody,pray or just pick up the phone