I understand the discouragement. I'd lost 55 before surgery...after surgery, gained 15. I cried like a baby. I got a fill, lost 4...went back this week, gained 1. This is really discouraging..They gave me a fill, but the doctor was afraid it was too much and wants me back in 2 weeks. We'll see what happens. I feel ya! Try to stay positive as negative does no good...but I feel ya!