Hi,
Just to let you know that you are not the only one who is SOOO hungry, I too am extremely hungry. I have found that if I drink a protein drink, or sip on it, the hunger goes away. I am also finding that I can eat the sugar free puddings and the hunger will go away. I am eating approximately 6 times a day, but remember what I am drinking or eating is either protein or low fat or Sugarless. The port pain is another thing I am experienceing. I am back to work, but I don't lift anything. I sit at a desk. I find that using that muscle absolutely kills me. My surgeon says that is normal. Mentally, I am depressed and I asked myself the same question, "Did I do the right thing?" Believe me, WE did the right thing. We are still healing and trying to become accustomed to our foriegn body INSIDE our bodies. We can get through this. Take each day at a time, have patience with ourselves and let us heal before we look forward to bigger and better things. I have lost 22lbs since I started all this. I never thought that would be possible. But, I did. My friends and family have noticed a difference in my face and the way my jeans fit. Right now I am searching for people who are going through the same thing as me. I want to talk about how depressed I am and why I am that way. I want to look at the brighter side of this. I don't want to eat the same way I was eating but just in smaller portions. I want to get with someone who can help me with ideas on recipes. If anyone cares to be a pen pal my e-mail is jadacamp@gmail.com. I would love to speak with or write to anyone willing to listen. I am a good listener and I am usually a very positive person.