Billy363627

I have been overweight all my life and I personally am tired of it..I took the up and down rollcoaster ride with all the fad diets was in La weightloss until they went out of business.  I want to see my grand kids grow and I don't want to die from heart disease.  I have been studying all the weight loss surguries and have come close to making lap band the one of choice..  I am pre opp right now with a bmi of 53.  I feel like losing the weight that has been holding me back for sooo long will make a new person emerge.  I am nothing more than a lump of coal and with hard work and determination I want to become a diamond. I look forward to having people look at me for who I am and not for how much I weigh..  The world can be such a cruel place!!