pocketsfullofsunshine125

I know what you mean as far as the dreams....its just the not know of how its going to be when you get out of surgery and all. All of us on here have completely over analyze everything which makes us almost borderline psycho I think! Anyways I think overall cheating a little bit is ok what is two weeks going to change really and I don't think the doctor is really going to know you sneaked here and there. More than anything don't beat yourself up and tomorrow is a new day! Ultimately thats why we are having the band so eventually its not going to be THIS hard to loose. Talk to you soon! Good luck!