SusanC is ready

I have fought with my weight for so many years. Well, let me back up a minute, when I was in kindergarten my teacher advised my parents to take me to the doctor because she thought I was to small for my age. Well, they waited and soon enough I soon was overweight and still going. As I grew older I was always larger thaan everyone else. I was never picked to be on a team nor did I have any friends. After graduation from high school I did get married to a very controlling husband. I dont regret this due to the relationship gave me to wonderful boys. He eventually left me for someone else, blonde and slim, of course. Next marriage was abusive both physically and mentally. We had a wonderful daughter which still keeps me going! Each divorce came with additional pounds. As they say, third times a charm and lucky me, this was true. I now have a wonderful, supportive husband who is willing to help me thru anything! I am happy finally. This past March I had a precious grandson born. He was a big inspiration to me. I want to be able to get down on the floor and play with him, take him places and do things. I wanna fit on amusement park rides and be able to play in the yard with him. I want to be around a long time to enjoy my new found happiness and family.