time2loseit

1- I have to call the doc and see how many CC's I have.... This band has not worked since I got it 11-17-09. I am regretful

I got my first fill today. Does it take effect ASAP or does it take time. I ate a reg dinner. Stopped myself from over-eating because I wasnt sure how the fill would affect me. I did NOT feel full sooner.............. what the hell is going on?:thumbup::confused::confused:

I got my first fill today. Does it take effect ASAP or does it take time. I ate a reg dinner. Stopped myself from over-eating because I wasnt sure how the fill would affect me. I did NOT feel full sooner.............. what the hell is going on?:confused::ohmy::confused::smile:

I posted your blog because I am a food addict and have lost 5 pounds since Nov 15th 2009. I am losing this battle

I am the last to give advice.... but 100 pounds that really impressive! Keep up the good work. I once lost alot of weight by eating only half the portion I once ate.. it worked! I would get another fill... The band is there to help... use all you can! Good luck :sneaky:

Thank you for the support. I took a positive step and joined the gym today. i am grateful for this. As for food making your band slip.... i am not sure which kinds. I just know they want you on liquids and Mushy food until your stomach heals.

Conflicted as always. Yes. I did not prepare myself for this surgery. I thought I could eat regular food after the surgery but the band would help me not eat as much. For the problem lies in the amount of food I eat, typically not the type. I have regret. I was not able to stick to any liquid diet. I was eating Turkey 10 days post op. I did not realize that my band could slip or pouch could expand by eating the foods I was eating. I mean I did know but didn’t put 2 and 2 together. It’s like when you’re a child and your mom tells you not to touch the stove and you do anyway. I am not 100% dedicated to the lifestyle that needed to be adapted to make the band work. Like I said before, I thought I could still eat like a normal person just not as much. Protein shakes, and mushy food is not what I consider normal. I did not gather my facts correctly and had a surgery that clearly will not work if I don’t work it. So here I am feeling REALLY guilty that I am eating and not following everyone’s advice. I did pay for this myself and since money does not grow on trees and economic times are tough, I feel even worse. Everyone says just say “no” walk away from the food, do it for your health. Thanks guys, but my brain is a powerful tool and I can’t seem to control it. Do I want to be skinny-yes Do I want to look good- yes Do I want to feel good and confident about my self-yes Do I want to restrict my diet to soups, protein shakes and other foods that I naturally do not eat – NO Do I want to cause myself harm by eating foods when my stomach is not healed-NO I feel guilty and ashamed. I am going through a mental battle and losing. WHY CAN’T I JUST DO IT. All of you seem to be able to. PLEASE

Conflicted as always. Yes. I did not prepare myself for this surgery. I thought I could eat regular food after the surgery but the band would help me not eat as much. For the problem lies in the amount of food I eat, typically not the type. I have regret. I was not able to stick to any liquid diet. I was eating Turkey 10 days post op. I did not realize that my band could slip or pouch could expand by eating the foods I was eating. I mean I did know but didn’t put 2 and 2 together. It’s like when you’re a child and your mom tells you not to touch the stove and you do anyway. I am not 100% dedicated to the lifestyle that needed to be adapted to make the band work. Like I said before, I thought I could still eat like a normal person just not as much. Protein shakes, and mushy food is not what I consider normal. I did not gather my facts correctly and had a surgery that clearly will not work if I don’t work it. So here I am feeling REALLY guilty that I am eating and not following everyone’s advice. I did pay for this myself and since money does not grow on trees and economic times are tough, I feel even worse. Everyone says just say “no” walk away from the food, do it for your health. Thanks guys, but my brain is a powerful tool and I can’t seem to control it. Do I want to be skinny-yes Do I want to look good- yes Do I want to feel good and confident about my self-yes Do I want to restrict my diet to soups, protein shakes and other foods that I naturally do not eat – NO Do I want to cause myself harm by eating foods when my stomach is not healed-NO I feel guilty and ashamed. I am going through a mental battle and losing. WHY CAN’T I JUST DO IT. All of you seem to be able to. PLEASE

Thank you for the support.. It really does make a difference :sneaky:

I over ate today. I just needed to admit it to someone. As soon as I woke up this morning, I knew I wanted to eat. I tried not to, but FOOD consumed my every thought today. "It" followed me like the plague...the thought of food... I pray tomorrow will be better.