April
I feel the exact same way as you , I am having the surgery on 9-20-06 with Dr. Kuri . I think it is normal to be freakin out ..but I think it is a good decision for both of us
I have not told my Mom she would worry too much about me going to MX and my Dad is sick , so she has enough to worry about and to do taking care of him. I have told my grown children becaus they are my best friends and understand and want what I want for me
Good Luck