lovelytxlady

I was banded a week ago. Today was suppose to be my first day back to work, and I was excited about it. Physically I feel great!! Better than I thought I would! However, in the shower this morning I felt heavy pressure on my chest like I couldn't breathe. I took a deep breath in and told myself it was going to be okay. I haven't stopped crying since. I don't know why I am crying......... Has anyone else experienced this? Needless to say......I am not going into work today because I am a basket case! :sad:

Thank you everyone. I still haven't been able to stop crying. This has just been overwhelming. I was fine....excited about today. I love my job and I love my co-workers. I even love my boss! LOL I am disappointed in myself that I am not emotionally "with it" today. No matter how much I tell myself that everything will be okay....I cannot stop crying. I appreciate your input and advise. I know I made the right decision but I didn't know it was going to be this mentally trying. I'll get through it, just as you all have. :sad: Thanks again!