dyingtobethin

WELL MY STORY STARTS AT AROUND AGE 9 THAT IS WHEN I STARTED WITH A WEIGHT PROBLEM. MY MOM DIED WHEN I WAS 10 AND AFTER THAT I SEEMED TO REALLY PICK UP WEIGHT. MY DAD WORKED 2 JOBS AND THAT LEFT ME A LONE A LOT SO I TURNED TO FOOD. I HAVE ONLY BEEN A NORMAL WEIGHT ONCE IN MY LIFE THAT WAS AT AGE 32. I ONLY KEPT THE WEIGHT OFF FOR ABOUT 3 YEARS AND THEN PICKED IT BACK UP. I AM NOW AT MY LARGEST WEIGHT EVER. I FEEL THAT THIS IS THE ONLY THING THAT WILL HELP ME PUT AN END TO THIS LIFE LONG STRUGGLE.