NouraShuman

My story is probably similar to everyone elses I was a big kid and an even bigger adult , My weight has always went back and forthI would lose 20 gain 25 , lose 40 gain 55 and at one point lost almost 70 but ended up pregnant and gained back and then some.now I am in a bad position I constantly ache all the time my back, knees, all over fatige all the time I know now that its time for a change had my consultation on 10/15/2009 , got my approval today(11/04/2009) and hope to have surgery on or before 12/07/2009. I know it's the right choice but I can't help question it all the time I worry something will happen and my kids are left alone . but then again if I don't do this they may be left without me anyway so I will be hopeing for the best and expecting the worst.