kadie19

My real name is Karen. I havent gotten the lapband surgery done yet. I am a little nervouse. I weigh 195lbs and need to be 100 for my height to have a normal BMI. I am 4'9''. I am morbadly obese for my size. I have tried and tried may diets to help. I have gone to camps to help me, and i would loose the weight but than gain it aback and even more. I am tired of the weight gain. I really started when i got out of high school and went ot college and when i met my boyfriend. I would eat alot more and would never exercise. I am going to be turing 20 this august and i want to be skinny this summer, because my boyfriend and i are planning on going to the beach together. Also i would love to be able to do the things i used to be able to do but i am too embarrassed to do now, such as water and snow sking, swimming, playing soccer and much more. I have stoped becuase i cant keep up is one but also becuase i do nto look good in a swim suit, or sport clothing. I need this help, but i am also scared. I hear may success stories but i also hear the scary ones.